Is it you?

Cute icon :)

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Take for grant
How much I care
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
<3>

Blogging at 1.40am.*

accident happens :]
Have u ever feel that things doesnt happen the way u wanted.
That is just be selfish.
And i know i've been one too.
Its very selfish.
That's why i am awake.
Blog-ing this out. Hopefully i can get some sleep.
I don't know what i've become or who i am.
But i know it's wrong.
I've been all stress up and i don't know what am i doing.
Stress is the word to describe now.
Although i never kept it in my vocabulary.
I am SORRY...
To those i didn't realize my mistake and to those i hurt.
Give me another chance? Tell me what i done.
It's better than leaving the scar there.
Cause i won't make u disappointed.
I promise. :]

Sigh...Things may come worst to worst.
I have exam coming soon next week.
And i am not sure if i am prepared.
But i hope i wont fail any subject. :X
I think i slack a lot so i am pretty scared.
Aiks...what am i gonna do..?
Thinking about it makes me feel worst.
After exam, i won't be stuck at home.
Its party then!

Lastly, good luck to those SPM people!
This Wednesday is a big day for u all so all the BEST!
May god be by your side. :]
And especially to u, Eli! Dont slack! hahaha.. xD

Smile :]

That's all,
i feel much better. :D
I still got a lot to learn.
Byeeeeeee~!

Hungry and tired

This few days
i am feeling more tired and stress.
1st. My final exam is coming soon.
On the 23-26november.
After that party!

But the problem is lack of time to party.
Early december i wont be free because going langkawi.
My eldest bro just came back from NZ.
my 2nd eldest bro coming back
when my cousin from Australia is coming back.
They are going to stay for 2 weeks.
And i really missed them.
They are going to stay with us.

So yeah..
Gonna spend every single time with them!
hahahaha...Cant wait la..
Now i am just dying for holiday.
I cant finish my report.
Because i dont know how to do. X(
Gahhhh! :X

Now i am just tired and hungry.
After dinner,
i have to prepare for my presentation tmr.
Hate it...!
I wanted to exercise but i am going on a diet.
I feel that my tummy grow a lot!
Gonna change it back! :(
Have to exercise!!!
My head feels weird after sunday swimming.
Ugh! Water got in my ear..
Still feel pain now. OUCH ouch...ouch.

This days gonna feel lonely.
I dunno but dont ask if u care. :X
Hmmmm...
Waiting for dinner while blogging.
If i can insert Sound clip,
i will put the sound of my tummy growling.
Hahahaha....It has music.

Well,
Thats all i guess..
My day in college is always the same just lepak a lot. xD
BuhBye~!

Sigh

Urgh! Break another nail. Ouch. This time hurts.
Today is friday.
And i have nothing to do
So i just blog.
Today had no classes.
But went to college to finish my assignments.
After 2pm.
Went for lunch with the richard, guna and brian
and then went pool with charles, cz, cg and jon.
We see a lot of interesting things on the way too! xD
After that went dota.
Dota till 7pm. hahaha xD
Have dinner then went home.
Traffic jam la.
So i had to wait in the car.
Damn bored that time...
Came on about 9pm then makan dinner again.

Then now...
DOTA, chat, listen to music, blog and skype.
Sien... thats about my day today.
Pretty boring huh?
No worries...
My blog is pretty boring too. Nothing interesting.
So press the right top conner x.
Thats it.

Last time webcam-ing photo with eli.

Today webcam-ing photo with Piggie.

Are u playing games with me?
I feel things are not the way like before?
Did i do something wrong?
Or do u think i am weird so u are avoiding me? Or are u like that?
I thought we could be best friends.
But I guess i was wrong.
Thanks for trying anyway. X_X
Thats all.. Night. :]

Adding on...
Now its 1.40am.
Playing dota now! :] hahaha

Assignments

Ronins (KDU), Hyenas (taylor subang), Maestro (Metropolitan) and Malaysia Association of Dodgeball (M.A.D)
Me at waterfall.
Walking to the waterfall
Me and the gang walking to waterfall
Maestro on the way
Started our journey to waterfall.
Our waterfall trip pictures.
Today was tiring.
I had to be at inti for inti's training.
We had fun trashing them
because they are new.
hahaha...!
We barely sweat.
Had to borrow our dodgeball to them.
and a small game.
Score was 10-3!
haha..

After that,
Richard, guna, elizabeth lee, je hui, marcus and brian
went back to college to do their assignments.
So me and lucas stay to take the whole team.
including some inti players in our team.
Turn out,
it wasnt so bad. We won about 8 games and lost 3!
hahaha..

But i broke a nail. :(
haha!

And injured my leg..small scratch tho.
and i got knock on my head cause of distraction! X_X

After training..
it was 7pm.
So i went asia cafe to have my dinner with wi yew.
Then my mom pick me up at 8.10pm.
Should have brought the car out.
Went home and start blogging.

I started to miss chatting with someone on skype.
Hahaha.
Soon my skype is gonna rust.
U know who u are.. Its YOU! YOU! YOU!
Talking to her now.

Tomorrow no classes..
but i am going to college to do my group assignments.
For statistics.
Hahhaha.
Pack time!

Saturday,
going to crocodile farm to play dodgeball.
They have some really awesome place for dodgeball.
4pm-6pm.
They are going to select a few top players for the
international dodgeball team!
Thats so cool! xD
i want in! i hope.
hahaha..Out of 40+ people.
So that is gonna be hard hard hard. :(

Ahhh...
How now..?
Starting hiphop and breakdance class soon.
Hoping to open a crew before next year battle Ground match!
Me, wi yew and.......+2 girls. hahaha

Well,
thats all..
I gtg..Nice blogging today. :)
Ill post some photos soon.

This Blog

Today i am blog-ing because someone promise me to blog if i blog.
So yeah.
Today i am blog-ing.
Hmm..
What should i tell.
Today Class start at 8.30am.
and ends at 10am.
After that was economics lecture.
from 10am - 12pm.
It was fringgin Boring.
Thanks to Eli for teman-ing me the whole time.
I was getting really bored in there.
So yeah.
We chat long. :]

After 12pm, went to makan with my friends at asia cafe.
All the school have holiday so few of Sri KL friend came to join us.
Later we went for a game of pool and then chill at the mamak.
After that,
we went CC.
Pretty boring tho..
DOTA & DOTA. hahaha..
Kinda bored of it now.
Not playing much at home.

So yeah.
Now i am free, so might as well update my blog.
Eli is having tuition now.
6pm-8pm.
Waiting for her to finish.
On facebook.

Not sure what to do now.
Just downloading some new songs.
Looking around the room.
Hmmm...
Twilight has an awesome soundtrack call carter burwell-bellas lullaby
It will be awesome if someone could play that for me (piano)
Mmhmm.

Lazy to exercise.
Lazy to do anything.
hahaha.
Thats why i have a tummy now. :]
Arghh..
So bored. :(



Eli's Pet pinkiiee
Playing pet society. Haha.
Its cute. But i dunno what to do. xD
Dont feel like dota-ing now.
So playing facebook game.

Thats all i guess..
BuhBye. :X

My friend :]

Friday talk till 5am on skype.
Saturday talk till 3.30am on skype.
Because of thunder.
Haha..
Very awesome conversation.
I think it was the best one i ever had.Yea and thats my short hair.
Way short then before. Sad :(

So moving on to my day.
Today is sunday.
As usual.
Going to the club house and go for a swim.
Hopefully i don't get kicked out again for not wearing my swimming trunks.
But i have my surf pants! but not allowed. sad.
I hate the club house rules.
So strict.
1.No pants or shirt, only swimming trunks.
2.No running and diving in the pool
3.No food and drinks allow
And many more..(i forgot)
So just gonna swim up and down, left and right.

Boring la.

My dear friend is currently having tuition.
Her tuition starts at 9.30am till 6pm.
I am impress! i don't think i can stand that long of classes.
sure get bored to death. This is one smart student aiming for straight A's!
Good Luck! And all form5 out there!

I wonder....Hmmm.
what should i do now?
Do my studies?
I am friggin bored and hungry.
Had chi chong fun for my lunch but wasnt satisfying.
Not allowed to play games so i use the computer for my blog.
Because it is all typing.
Mmhmm..
Any nice suggestion..? (no games remember)

BLOG BLOG BLOG..
what should i write..?
Our last night conversation?
hahaha..It is funny and nice.

Oh ya..!
Yesterday was my dad's birthday..
I bought the cake for him.
My sister make a birthday card for him.
My little brother bought a wallet for him.
And my mom took us out for dinner.. but my dad pays the bill.
This is what happen..
Dad: Bill please!

Mom: Dont worry i will pay the bill.

Dad: really?

Mom: yes. There u go. (Put the credit card) then (sign) and (giggle)

Mom: But u still have to pay for the credit card bill.

Dad's expression (O_O)


Well, i Guess thats all for today.
I dont know what else to say.
Hmmm... i am bored. :X
Okay ChowChow! BuhBye

Dodgeball?

I really dont know what to write on the blog.
I just really enjoy school activities.
I mean dodgeball.
Rarely play volleyball because in metropolitan
a lot of them has butterfingers or bookworm.
So u dont find a lot of sportsman or sportswoman there.

I cant wait for the next dodgeball match!
Need my revenge against taylor subang college.
doing training again on the next tuesday.
So everyone please be there!

That day's waterfall trip was nice.
But they forgot make it more detail.
This is what they wrote.
Dodgeball and waterfall @ rawang.
This is what it mean.
Jungle tracking to waterfall and then dodgeball under the rain.
HAHAHA..
everyone wasnt prepared.
So hurt like shyt.. T_T
Everyone's legs hurt like crap!
Yeah..
after that i had to prepare for the BBQ party.
Then i was stress in the car while leading my friends.
Turns out.
Wrong way.
Shyt man...hahaha
But we went back on time.
Dad & mom helped me prepare.
So i was lucky. xD
Everyone enjoy! And thanks for coming!
Drink a lot, chat a lot, play a lot and gamble a lot.

After BBQ,
still online chatting with eli...
then went to bed.
Damn tired also..hahaha xD

I wish everyday was like that day.
Party day till night. awesome-ness!

Now is pretty boring.
Just sitting down in a hot room.
Its killing me.
Arghhh!
I guess i am waiting for someone to finish blog-ing.
What to say ar...?
hmmm...

Life?
good ah..
enjoying.
December planing to go genting.
So i can't wait too! haha. x)

Next dodgeball match..
Unlocated. sad.
Okay.
tats all for today. :]
goodnight Bloggers!

I am bored

u can see i am bored. LOL
I dont know.
But these few days i've been feeling bored.
I don't know what to do.
Studying isnt my type.
And i just lepak and lepak.
Boring la!

Now i am blog-ing.
Because i have nothing to do.
So lets talk about college.

Hmmm..
College was short.
Class start at 9am
and ended 30 minutes early mean 10am.
Because my lecturer, Mr keith was kind.
haha..
I was the only one that came!
So he open videos of touch football and rugby to watch.
While waiting for the other girls. (Didnt came)
So class ended early and nicely. :]

Then break..
until 1pm.
Started class until 3pm.
Aiyo..
Had small exam today.
I guess i get 5/10?
I dont know.
Boring la!
Can someone help me?
When is the next dodgeball match coming up..?
Thats all for today i guess.

Gotta get to my room.
Maybe ill sleep early.
:[ nights. BuhBye readers.

Unknown title.

Hahaha... waiting for Christmas holiday! xD

Today was a very painful day.
My arm muscle and leg muscle cram!
It hurts a lot.
Cause of the friendly match with sunway college.
Best out of 7.
We beat them flat! kinda...
Metro 7-3 Sunway.
Haha.
I think i didnt warm up much thats why i am suffering.
Ouch*

This saturday we are going to the waterfall.
So i guess its cool. plus a friendly dodgeball match. :)
I cant wait! TeeHee.

Today i felt kinda sad also.
My mom went down to buy KFC for my brothers and sisters
so i had to look after the car because its double parking.
Then i saw this old man walking up the stairs
try to get to the other side of the road.
It took him a long time to walk up the stairs.
I felt like helping him.
But i am afraid that he thinks i am looking down at him.
So i kinda...Cant decide.
Then he tried to cross the road.
I stood there like an idiot and watch him cross..
Argh!
Useless me.. Hiaz. :(

Tonight..
dinner was delicious!
The soup my mom made was sooooo nice!
I couldnt stop myself from eating.
Now i am so darn full!

This saturday after dodgeball,
everyone is coming to my house for BBQ.
so yea..
im excited.
Cant wait. :]
teehees!
Okay..thats all for today.
Going to take my bath.
Just finish dancing.
BuhBye to the world that is reading my blog~ :]

Update?

Here goes..
I am going to update my blog.
But i am lazy.
can i do it tomorrow? :)
hahaha.
Yup. updated.
To be continue~

Bloooog-ing

Its hard to blog everyday.
Maybe once in a week or a month.
I don't blog much these days because
i am really really busy.
College assignments are hard!
but in the same time enjoying.
Nothing nice happening in college.
Always the same old thing.

On the friday, 25.
I went back to sabah to attend my cousin's wedding.
It was nice. Everyone was so excited!
i reached the airport around 4am.
Take off at 7am. Slept in the plane till 10am.
Reached my popo house at 10.30am.
Next, teman the elders to style their hair
so i went jalan jalan around. It wasnt big there.
After that we wend to the fishing village and ate lunch.
It was nice! :) fresh fish! huge lobster! :D
Then the night went for wedding dinner.

Saturday, 26.
Woke up early morning.
My tummy didnt felt so good.
Vomited. (too much of Chivas)
didn't attend the church.
So i slept till 12pm.
Went to the fishing village and ate seafood again
with the whole family members.
Yummy~ :)
Then at night, went for the wedding dinner.
The food was tasty. Then bla bla bla...
When the wedding dinner was over.
My other cousin brought me to clubbing with her other friends.
Their club wasn't that big.
we drink and play games.
After that
went back home drunk and sleep.

Sunday, 27.
Went back home. :)
Thats all.
lazy to tell everything but thats what happen.

Its 1am

Its nearly 1am
and i don't know what the heck to do!?
Tomorrow i have to re-sit for my economics paper.
I hate it.
Barely blog these days.
No one actually reads it.
I only blog when i am emo.
But when u are in college,
u will never be bored.
Coz its fun! :D
But once u are at home.
It sucks...
going out is nice.
But H1N1 la. o0o

Now im pretty bored.
So i just log in and drop a blog.
I told everyone i quit blogging.
Uhhh...
coz i.......
am busy?
yea....that was before.
That's all...im out to roti canai..(alone) :(
sad...chowz..

What to blog now?

Well,
This is not much of an interesting blog now.
But i don't know what to write.
Been busy lately
&
and i don't know what the heck i'm doing.
I am dying to have sushi!
I don't know why but
ever since someone brought me to sake sushi
and show me the food.
I've been crazy for it.
Been to sushi king, sake sushi and zen sushi!
Anyone want to eat with me? :D
Went out with Eric and Rachel.
hmm...
sushi......
gahhhhh...
Now i'm busy doing something.
I don't know.
A president gotta do what a president got to do.
Crapping now...LOLs..
thats all.
Im out.. X_X

Holiday~!

Im so glad now we are having holiday!
Having a lot of fun and more freedom!
Everyday going around and doing things!
im enjoying it! :D
But my exam results are coming out tomorrow!
and i dont want it to spoil my holidays!
awww....
I need a lot a lot a lot of luck!
I have to pass these exam or else ill be re-sitting for it again!
gosh!
caution!
Now i just woke up.
Checking on my message and facebook.
People.
I dont use friendster any more.
Because its so cacat-ed already.
No offense but its the truth.
Im so bored for now
Dinner is still cooking.
And its pasta...
I dont know what else to do besides going out.
Not today night.
I cant go out.
Im scared.
Of my results T_T
Thats all.. Chowz.

Title-less

Dodgeball is an awesome sport!
Everyone should try it. :D
The total games we won is 4 now.
And not to mention 4 lose also. ==
We lost the 1st 4 round.
Because we had lack of members and no training.
After that,
We won 4 straight games!
against hyperblades, Binary bombers, KDU Ronins and UCSI devil dukes!
Teeheeeeee...xD
Our next match against Tigers!
More training needed!

This is an awesome week.
Last friday went back to cahaya to meet all
the young cheerful fellas.
Everyone look happy.
The school rules change.
Students is DOTA-ing at school.
Lawls. And the mini carnival was.....
Small. haha..
But awesome to meet everyone.

Went swimming just now.
It was cool.
Meet some of my really old friends.
So NGAM NGAM! :D
Well, everyone changed.
Girls were prettier!
But u are always the prettiest!
Wakakaka :D

Thats all.
G'Night

Beautiful

Im just so fucking depressed
I just cant seem to get out this slump
If i could just get over this hump
But i need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises took my lumps
Fell down and i got right back up
But i need that spark to get psyched back up
And in order for me to pick the mic back up
I dont know how or why or when
I ended up this position im in
Im started to feel dissin again
So i decided just to pick this pen
Up and try to make an attempt to vent
But i just cant admit
Or come to grips the fact that i may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
And i know some shits so hard to swallow
But i cant just sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow but i know one fact
Ill be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Ill be one tough act to follow
Here today gone tomorrow but you'd have to walk a thousand miles

Chorus

In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what id be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you

(Eminem)
I think im starting to lose my sense of humor
Everythings so tense and gloom
I almost fee like i gotta check the temperature of the room just as soon as i walk in
Its like all eyes on me i try to avoid any contact
Cuz if i do that then it opens the door for conversation like i want that
im not looking for extra attention i just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I dont need no fucking man servant tryin ta follow me around and try to wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke i crack and half of them aint even funny like Hahhhhh
"Marshall your so funny man you should be a comedian god damn"
Unfortunately i am i just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why dont you all sit downn
Listen to the tale that im about to tell
Hell we dont gotta trade our shoes
And you dont gotta walk no thousand miles

Chorus

In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what id be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to youuuuu

(Eminem)
Nobody asked for life to deal us with these bullshit hands we're dealt
We gotta take these cards ourselves and flip em dont expect no help
Now i could have either just stayed at home sit on my ass and pissed and moaned
Or take this situation with which im placed in and get up and kick my own
I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags
And sat on the porch and hope and prayed for a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in in every single place every school i went
I dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid
And edna always told me keep making that face and it'll get stuck like that
Meanwhile im just standing there holding my tongue trynwa twalk like dwis
Then i stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old
I learned my lesson then cuz i wasn't trying to impress my friends no more
But i already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cuz where you see it from where your sittin its probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile in eachothers shoes at least
What size you wear? i wear tens
Lets see if you can fit your feet

Chorus

In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what itd be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
It dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
So
It dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
So

(Music outro)

Eminem

Yeah
To my babies
Stay strong
Daddy will be home soon
And to the rest of the world
God gave you shoes to fit you
So put em on and wear them
Be yourself man
Be proud of who you are
And even if it sounds corny
Dont ever let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful

check it out

Yo yo yo,
Check this out!
http://www.dodgeball.com.my!
Its the dodgeball league 2009!
awesome!
Few things about us maestro
but hopefully we can bring out rank up.
Now we are 12/16.
Its kinda okay for us new dodgeballers.
Hahaha..
Our next match against KDU!
we will do our best do win them!
Well, thats all.
Come and support us too.
hahaha! ^^
all metropolitan and my friends support us!

Sad

I just want to say ever since I was born...
Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine...I just wanted to say I love him so much.

Thinking about it
makes me sad.
Paris Katharine Jackson
says goodbye to her father michael jackson.
"I just want to say ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine... I just wanted to say I love him so much."
Her words are so touching and cute.
And i can't believe MJ is gone now.
Well, certain people didn't respect MJ before his death.
But now they realized who and what he did.
He was a good dancer.
He was very good in moon walking. (that makes it popular)
and his songs make sense.
AWESOME songs!
He have a great family.
1 daughter and 2 sons.
Thinking about him makes me wanna cry.
My tears are for u MJ. T_T
Wanted to post this a long time but wasnt free.
Have dodgeball tournament

Very boring staying at home.
Babeh, saturday was an awesome day!
Hopefully we can be together and forever! <3>

Dodgeball july 1st

I think my team did well today.
It was a comeback for us.
1st was KBU 1-0,metro
following by KBU 2-0 metro
and then KBU 2-1 metro
lastly KBU 2-2 metro.
Guna was the last men standing
but performed well..
we lost 3-2 but it was a great comeback!
Thanks to je hui there was chance.

Those who think u can come and support us
pls do...at cineleasure.
we will need all the support we can get!
i am proud what happen today.
KBU was one of the hardest team.
And we metro (new batch)
put a great fight with them!
Maestro!
Hopefully the next match we are going to win!
More training!
This friday 4pm stay back!
next friday 5pm ice company is having a match with us.
so please do stay back.
TQ :D

H1N1!

From what i notice.
Nearly the whole college
especially the student department
is wearing a mask.
Is there gonna be H1N1?
>_< or maybe the college will be shut down.
wakakaka! xD

Holiday..!
But i don't think its gonna happen.
I don't want to be a victim too!
Ahhhh! >_<
tomorrow is the match against KBU!
Must try our best!
we work hard for it.

Stop miss calling me!
It aint funny!
bloody hell =_=
Shyt piece of !@#$%^&*()
okay....

Shoot u or should u answer?

Its 2am..
and i am still awake.
I dont know what the heck is with this person
but she has been miss calling me.
for 21 times
& dropping 13 msg saying "Hi, u free?"
i tried replying her
but she dont answer or pick up my call.

Will you get mad if someone does that to you?
cause i will.. >=(
her name is Jessica wong.
And she is killing me.
Will someone help me whats her prob?

forget about it.
screw it! >=(
I had nightmares this few past days.
and doing stupid things i dont notice.
Geeezzz...
Im bored. Im off to bed. hopefully i can sleep.
Night.. X_X

My day

The new police car. Wtf eh?!? Hahaha...they are gonna drift to catch.
Today we were at sunway pyramid doing our assignment.
and we had to run everywhere just to collect something.
Fun it maybe but..
Tiring.
After that,
we had our dodgeball training.
A lot didnt showed up because 6 of our dodgeball is missing.
Going to complaint tmr!
Basket*!
so...
we trained with volleyball.
That days match we lost again.
This time we had them close but
due to our lack of training.
We were beaten.
So this time we are going to train!

My bad

Remember this game? :D
This is a message for someone.
If its not you,
Don't perasan.
I went to cineleisure.
Not for dating
but a dodgeball tournament.
It wasnt easy.
Well, i just remember about our last date.
here.
Thinking about the past.
I glad i could finally understand
and wanna let you know.. (if u read this)
i am afraid to tell you straight
so dun mind me posting it here.

The problem wasnt about u,
It wasnt us.
It was me.
I was becoming someone else.
Someone that i think u dont like.
Thats what made u change your mind.
U did love me before.
but i screw it up.
So im sorry.
It was never your fault.
Thanks for helping me understand. :D
That's all i guess...


One man show against 4 person!
3,2,1 DODGEBALL!
Dodgeball wasnt easy.
Especially being the leader.
We lost to Segi KD (barbarians) by 3-2.
It was hard
but everyone did their best.
Only 4 players showed up so we had to import players.
xD we nearly got banned from that match.
Next match on monday.
Any girls or guys interested,
pls pick up your phone and call
016-2200191.
Thanks ^^
That's all for today. Nitez

Pub Day

In pub with my primary Friends. Great to see them all. Not actually all. . . .
It was the best!
Pub in Bar celona was wicked! :D
We dance till we drop!
Keat yu gone gila..
Yeaaa! I wanna go again.
Didnt take picture. :(
The chicks were hawt!

After that,
we makan at roti canai
then asia cafe..
Then drop dead at jiin jiunn's house.
wicked! xD

Hope we can do it more often!
Thats all..
Im tired.
Nitez

Going Out

This thursday i went out with my primary friends.
Hang out at 1U and have a chat on our old times.
It was great! :DD
All our past..
Everyone totally changed a lot.
Well...Most of them i guess. :P

After that we were like street racers!
We meet up at ah chan's house.
After that we head to pub...
It was awesome!
We finish 4 jugs and still cant get enough.
The babes there were Italian..i guess?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOCK LEONG!

Glad to be your best friend :D
Today is saturday,
and we are going to pub again
but this time with Jiin Jiunn.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEST BRO ENG JIIN JIUNN!

brothers for life! Never walk alone! :D
Thats all...
Im getting ready for later.
Chowz...Im off. X_X <>

Haven't been blog-ing lately

Too busy.
Thats the main reason why.
Not only assignments.
But also with the club.
I am leader of the dodgeball club.

Next wednesday we are having a dudgeball match
at cineleisure!
And its gonna be big!
Wednesday 6-10pm!
Those who are coming. pls do come :D

Now we are currently finding more people to recruit.
We need cheerleaders, blog-ers (Not me!) and other more.
Those we are interested pls msg me.
016-2200191.

For metropolitan students only.
Hopefully we make this group big and wild!
My friends, pls do come and visit us!
Support us Maestro!

Stop blog-ing! she says...

Sorry people.
I stop blog-ing.
Maybe sooner or later i might start again.
So sorry..
Bye. Have a nice day! :DDD

Blog

Once upon a time,
when i was walking through the jungle
i saw a snooker table
& i play it non stop to be a
CHAMPION!
The End.

Haha..
crap story.
Have a lot of work in college la.
What we usually do during our free time is..
1.Dota at CC.
2.Stone at asia cafe/ library.
3.Eat somewhere
4.Play snooker.
5.& more stoning.
Yeaaaa... that's about it.

Play snooker is the best la!
Too much dota can make u become a noob. xD
Currently playing snooker everyday.
Most of the time its full.
College a lot of chicks la.
Beh tah han. Haha. xD
1 day is not enough.
Haha.. Okay la.
Tired. ill try to snap some pictures la.
Today a lot of freaking sick things happen.
Everyone was like..."DAMN"
haha. xD
okay thats all for today. Thanks for reading.

Feelings?

What do u feel if ur ex love ones tell u
that u are annoying.
She was the one who accept u,
and break with u.
She doesnt reply u.
And thinks u are a total piece of shit.
She could only understand herself,
and not reading other peoples feeling.
Someone might get hurt.
I might..

But i didnt write it on blog so everyone could say bad about her.
I just want everyone to know that its not easy being with someone u love.
And i think i wont talk bad about her.
Cause...i did once LOVE her.
Thats all. Thanks.
I will be okay. I guess..

I finally understand :)

I finally understand.
I can't live without her,
but sometimes we have to learn from our mistakes.
I've done mine.
& regretted.

The person u love may not always be perfect for u,
but he/she is doing his/her best to impress u.
That's why both of u are together.
Respect her needs & freedom.
If she wants to hang out with her friends,
care for her.
Understand her.
And let her hang out with her friends even tho different gender.

Her friends are the only person that is close to her.
And always make her happy.
If u take that away from her.
Then things may not turn out so well.

I love her,
But somethings can't be seen.
U have to tell me.
but till then, i always love u.

Because we use to love each other once.
Just perfect for u. :)
For such a quiet person.

About a girl
One song about a girl, can't breathe when I'm around her
I wait here everyday in case she scratch the surface
She'll never notice

I'm not in love, this is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl

Last night I knew what to say but you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well rehearsed, tongue-tied and overloaded
You never notice

I'm not in love, this is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl

I'm not in love, this is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl

To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?
To be loved, to be loved, everyone wants
To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?
To be loved, to be loved, everyone

I'm not in love, this is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words

I'm not in love, this is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl

I'm not in love
(To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?)
This is not your song
(To be loved, to be loved, everyone wants)
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl
(To be loved, to be loved)

I know my blog is freaking boring. If u don't like. Then click the X on top. :)

I got a lot of things to do

Wasted man!
Could have join the dance the other day.
But i was such a pussy that time. =_=''
Wish i had the guts!
Or that goodness damn mothar F... is going down..

Okay forget it.
Just crapping.
Those who don't know.
I quited shuffling.
Join poppin dance. :)
Going thru college aint easy u know?
A lot of freedom but lack of time.

How to go thru college?
1st: When u enter the college, never show a lcly face. Or u will be the victim. Especially a few people.
2nd: U are nobody there! So don't try to be a hero!
3rd: Always mix around with different people.
4th: Stay cool/ hot. Not too hot, or u will be stuck with the guy in the toilet or canteen. DAMN! X_X
5th: Never argue with lecturers. They can fail u anytime =X
6th: Always be on time. Or u won't be able to sit for exam. Barred!
7th: When u think u are ready, show them what u got!
8th: Be active in sports. It will bring u more friends.
9th: Do all your work. Lecturers can black list u anytime.
10th: GO ASIA CAFE CC WHEN U ARE BORED!

That's all. X_X Busy.

Might quit blogging

Sorry to disappoint some people.
But i might be quitting blogging.
Had some other things in mind that i have to deal with.
TQ for your cooperation.
& HAVE A NICE DAY :)

Her beauty is just like u

Joanna Noelle Levesque <3
Can somebody explain to me
Why everybody is trying to be
Living like a celebrity doing what they see on mtv
Ice is cool but im looking for more
Simple things is what my heart beats for
Cause thats me i dont ask for much
Baby having you is enough.

You aint got to buy nothing, its not what i want baby its you
We dont got to go no where, its not what i want baby its you
Its not for what you got, cause know you got a alot, no matter what you do, your always getting hot, its you, its you baby all i want is you yeah.

It dont matter that your car is fly
And your rims are spinning on the side
And it dont matter where we go tonight
Cause if im with you it'll be alright
Thats cool but im looking for more
Its your love that my heart beats for
Cause thats me dont have to spend a dime
Baby i just want your time
Chorus:
You aint got to buy nothing, its not what i want baby its you
We dont have to go no where, its not what i want baby its you
Its not for what you got, cause know you got a alot, no matter what you do your always getting hot, its you, its you, baby all i want is you.

You aint got to buy nothing, its not what i want baby its you
We dont have to go no where, its not what i want baby its you
Its not for what you got, cause know you got a alot, no matter what you do your always getting hot, its you, its you, baby all i want is you.

She is so much like you. <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">

My exam

I am bored. Written by: Unknown (NOT ME!)
Our E-charger. =]
Exam was....
Great.
Im talking about "great"
=.=
Shit...
I have to change class now.
Time table not arrange.
Hiaz...
Im so sad.
Changing to AK2...

random times ill be with AK3.
Monday starting college again.
My marks for exam
Human communication-61%
English- 68.60%
Accounting- 65.97%
Sejarah- 56 OHMYGOSH! (who says aamos can't study sejarah! Beat that! xD but it was luck study)
MICROECONOMICS- 35% Which pulls all my grades down! WTF .
Hiaz...
Thats why i have to re-sit the next semester.
But all will be done in this year.
Phew.. =[

Ill be sitting with a group of unknown.
That's sad! =[
Hiaz....
Okay la...I cheer.
Thanks =]
Monday we can all be together again. xD
Haha... Including everyone else lo!
Thats all for today..
Paiseh i still cant find my wire! T.T
Im off~

Weird photos & today's outing

Poor coke was bullied by pepsi. =[

Today morning.
I woke up with a big smile on my face.
That cannot be wiped off.
Ate breakfast.
Take a bath.
And head to sunway pyramid.

Today was awesome.
wish everyday could be like this.
Sorry if i couldn't post the photos.
My wire to transfer files gone missing.
Couldn't find it. =[
Well, next day ill let u see. =]

College is starting soon.
And tomorrow we are going to collect our result! xD
scary...
Hopefully i did my best
and same goes to everyone.
GOOD LUCK!

That's all for my day. Lazy to post at night cause im free now. OFF~

April 21 2009

Nice view~
U-18 got 3rd place.
Lost to Sri kemangan and Sri KL. =[
If the ex-student 2008 were there..
It would be... ~!@#$%^&* In their face!
OKAY. xD im not lansi-ing.
Wish we could play.
haha

U-15 did their best.
Didnt got placing but they were good.
They should tapau the Lansi team.
I was excited about the match
that i could'nt pee.
Well..thats a joke la.

Today i had fun being with yah.
Sorry if i said i couldn't come.
I really wanted to watch the volleyball match.
But i enjoyed today. =]
NEED FOR SPEED 4 was freaking nice!
Everyone should go and watch!
Beh Tah han lehs! xD
Okay...Thats all for u babeh~ =]
Thats all for tonight.
Ill get my license soon
so i can bring u gai gai lo. xD
Life sux when u can't drive.
Im off.

Volleyball MSSD

I wished we still had one more year for volleyball.
Today's volleyball was great.
Seri cahaya only school team trash other schools.
1st match was U-18 winning by 25-9.
2nd match was U-15 winning by 25-21.
3rd match was U-18 winning by 25-16.
last match of the day was U-15 winning by 25-12.

It was an excellent match!
But the other teams weren't that good.
The real game starts tomorrow!
Hopefully we get our titles back.
Sad we couldn't enter MSSD
or the ball will be in their face!
Haha...xD

Holiday

Now is holiday for me.
Just after exam.
It was a party time!
Well, not for long after i receive my results >.<
Scared~

I didn't post much these days,
was Hanging out much.
Everyone wants to go somewhere.
Saturday wanted to go AC with the ssc Gang.
Turn out i had dinner. = =
Sunday, Went out eat.
Makan makan makan~
Go out dance crew.
Then went for exercise.

Now is night time
so i had more free time.
Don't know when to open bottle!
Not free mostly.
Gonna stay till next morning DRUNK!
hahaha....

I've lost a friend.
my precious friend but im never gonna tell.
That precious friend will always be in my heart.
Even tho we don't chat but
thats how i feel. =]
U are being cared. Remember that!

Thats all for today.
Going to watch Need for speed 4!
& Will be out partying more!
After i get my license soon. = =
Ass~ El Poyo Loco! xD

Exam Over!

Yea! Exam is over!
Tomorrow then ill continue writing. xD
lazy.

2.00pm

2.00pm is when my exam starts.
So before it starts
and for me to stone.
I would like to say...
OHMYGOSH~!
T.T
im gonna panic.
Last night slept from 7-10pm like a baby.
Then woke up,
Started studying till 4am.
My eyes are becoming worst! >.<
hiaz...2 more days. Today and tomorrow.
Tahan.
Wish me luck.
I need all the luck i can get to get pass this exam!
23+??=50?
50 is a pass. 23/40 is my other marks.
This exam gives us 50%.
SO i think i need about 27 more marks.
Its not easy u know?! T.T
Im off~

U are somebody to me =]

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty and he said no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough.

As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....

You're not pretty you're beautiful.

I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.

And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...