My True Colours

This is Me!

2010-01-20T05:33:00.000-08:00

I am going to update now! WATCH ME!

I rock! And i am about the rule the world!
Thats all i am going to say for today.
I am super lazy and super busy to update.
Sorry people. Just ask me. Ill tell u about my life.
:D I ROCK! :P

Is it you?

2009-11-25T06:29:00.000-08:00

Cute icon :)

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Take for grant
How much I care
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
<3>

Blogging at 1.40am.*

2009-11-16T09:43:00.000-08:00

accident happens :]
Have u ever feel that things doesnt happen the way u wanted.
That is just be selfish.
And i know i've been one too.
Its very selfish.
That's why i am awake.
Blog-ing this out. Hopefully i can get some sleep.
I don't know what i've become or who i am.
But i know it's wrong.
I've been all stress up and i don't know what am i doing.
Stress is the word to describe now.
Although i never kept it in my vocabulary.
I am SORRY...
To those i didn't realize my mistake and to those i hurt.
Give me another chance? Tell me what i done.
It's better than leaving the scar there.
Cause i won't make u disappointed.
I promise. :]

Sigh...Things may come worst to worst.
I have exam coming soon next week.
And i am not sure if i am prepared.
But i hope i wont fail any subject. :X
I think i slack a lot so i am pretty scared.
Aiks...what am i gonna do..?
Thinking about it makes me feel worst.
After exam, i won't be stuck at home.
Its party then!

Lastly, good luck to those SPM people!
This Wednesday is a big day for u all so all the BEST!
May god be by your side. :]
And especially to u, Eli! Dont slack! hahaha.. xD

Smile :]

That's all,
i feel much better. :D
I still got a lot to learn.
Byeeeeeee~!

Hungry and tired

2009-11-02T03:20:00.000-08:00

This few days
i am feeling more tired and stress.
1st. My final exam is coming soon.
On the 23-26november.
After that party!

But the problem is lack of time to party.
Early december i wont be free because going langkawi.
My eldest bro just came back from NZ.
my 2nd eldest bro coming back
when my cousin from Australia is coming back.
They are going to stay for 2 weeks.
And i really missed them.
They are going to stay with us.

So yeah..
Gonna spend every single time with them!
hahahaha...Cant wait la..
Now i am just dying for holiday.
I cant finish my report.
Because i dont know how to do. X(
Gahhhh! :X

Now i am just tired and hungry.
After dinner,
i have to prepare for my presentation tmr.
Hate it...!
I wanted to exercise but i am going on a diet.
I feel that my tummy grow a lot!
Gonna change it back! :(
Have to exercise!!!
My head feels weird after sunday swimming.
Ugh! Water got in my ear..
Still feel pain now. OUCH ouch...ouch.

This days gonna feel lonely.
I dunno but dont ask if u care. :X
Hmmmm...
Waiting for dinner while blogging.
If i can insert Sound clip,
i will put the sound of my tummy growling.
Hahahaha....It has music.

Well,
Thats all i guess..
My day in college is always the same just lepak a lot. xD
BuhBye~!

Sigh

2009-10-30T08:38:00.000-07:00

Urgh! Break another nail. Ouch. This time hurts.
Today is friday.
And i have nothing to do
So i just blog.
Today had no classes.
But went to college to finish my assignments.
After 2pm.
Went for lunch with the richard, guna and brian
and then went pool with charles, cz, cg and jon.
We see a lot of interesting things on the way too! xD
After that went dota.
Dota till 7pm. hahaha xD
Have dinner then went home.
Traffic jam la.
So i had to wait in the car.
Damn bored that time...
Came on about 9pm then makan dinner again.

Then now...
DOTA, chat, listen to music, blog and skype.
Sien... thats about my day today.
Pretty boring huh?
No worries...
My blog is pretty boring too. Nothing interesting.
So press the right top conner x.
Thats it.

Last time webcam-ing photo with eli.

Today webcam-ing photo with Piggie.

Are u playing games with me?
I feel things are not the way like before?
Did i do something wrong?
Or do u think i am weird so u are avoiding me? Or are u like that?
I thought we could be best friends.
But I guess i was wrong.
Thanks for trying anyway. X_X
Thats all.. Night. :]

Adding on...
Now its 1.40am.
Playing dota now! :] hahaha

Assignments

2009-10-22T06:43:00.000-07:00

Ronins (KDU), Hyenas (taylor subang), Maestro (Metropolitan) and Malaysia Association of Dodgeball (M.A.D)
Me at waterfall.
Walking to the waterfall
Me and the gang walking to waterfall
Maestro on the way
Started our journey to waterfall.
Our waterfall trip pictures.
Today was tiring.
I had to be at inti for inti's training.
We had fun trashing them
because they are new.
hahaha...!
We barely sweat.
Had to borrow our dodgeball to them.
and a small game.
Score was 10-3!
haha..

After that,
Richard, guna, elizabeth lee, je hui, marcus and brian
went back to college to do their assignments.
So me and lucas stay to take the whole team.
including some inti players in our team.
Turn out,
it wasnt so bad. We won about 8 games and lost 3!
hahaha..

But i broke a nail. :(
haha!

And injured my leg..small scratch tho.
and i got knock on my head cause of distraction! X_X

After training..
it was 7pm.
So i went asia cafe to have my dinner with wi yew.
Then my mom pick me up at 8.10pm.
Should have brought the car out.
Went home and start blogging.

I started to miss chatting with someone on skype.
Hahaha.
Soon my skype is gonna rust.
U know who u are.. Its YOU! YOU! YOU!
Talking to her now.

Tomorrow no classes..
but i am going to college to do my group assignments.
For statistics.
Hahhaha.
Pack time!

Saturday,
going to crocodile farm to play dodgeball.
They have some really awesome place for dodgeball.
4pm-6pm.
They are going to select a few top players for the
international dodgeball team!
Thats so cool! xD
i want in! i hope.
hahaha..Out of 40+ people.
So that is gonna be hard hard hard. :(

Ahhh...
How now..?
Starting hiphop and breakdance class soon.
Hoping to open a crew before next year battle Ground match!
Me, wi yew and.......+2 girls. hahaha

Well,
thats all..
I gtg..Nice blogging today. :)
Ill post some photos soon.

This Blog

2009-10-19T03:39:00.000-07:00

Today i am blog-ing because someone promise me to blog if i blog.
So yeah.
Today i am blog-ing.
Hmm..
What should i tell.
Today Class start at 8.30am.
and ends at 10am.
After that was economics lecture.
from 10am - 12pm.
It was fringgin Boring.
Thanks to Eli for teman-ing me the whole time.
I was getting really bored in there.
So yeah.
We chat long. :]

After 12pm, went to makan with my friends at asia cafe.
All the school have holiday so few of Sri KL friend came to join us.
Later we went for a game of pool and then chill at the mamak.
After that,
we went CC.
Pretty boring tho..
DOTA & DOTA. hahaha..
Kinda bored of it now.
Not playing much at home.

So yeah.
Now i am free, so might as well update my blog.
Eli is having tuition now.
6pm-8pm.
Waiting for her to finish.
On facebook.

Not sure what to do now.
Just downloading some new songs.
Looking around the room.
Hmmm...
Twilight has an awesome soundtrack call carter burwell-bellas lullaby
It will be awesome if someone could play that for me (piano)
Mmhmm.

Lazy to exercise.
Lazy to do anything.
hahaha.
Thats why i have a tummy now. :]
Arghh..
So bored. :(

Eli's Pet pinkiiee
Playing pet society. Haha.
Its cute. But i dunno what to do. xD
Dont feel like dota-ing now.
So playing facebook game.

Thats all i guess..
BuhBye. :X

My friend :]

2009-10-17T23:40:00.000-07:00

Friday talk till 5am on skype.
Saturday talk till 3.30am on skype.
Because of thunder.
Haha..
Very awesome conversation.
I think it was the best one i ever had.Yea and thats my short hair.
Way short then before. Sad :(

So moving on to my day.
Today is sunday.
As usual.
Going to the club house and go for a swim.
Hopefully i don't get kicked out again for not wearing my swimming trunks.
But i have my surf pants! but not allowed. sad.
I hate the club house rules.
So strict.
1.No pants or shirt, only swimming trunks.
2.No running and diving in the pool
3.No food and drinks allow
And many more..(i forgot)
So just gonna swim up and down, left and right.

Boring la.

My dear friend is currently having tuition.
Her tuition starts at 9.30am till 6pm.
I am impress! i don't think i can stand that long of classes.
sure get bored to death. This is one smart student aiming for straight A's!
Good Luck! And all form5 out there!

I wonder....Hmmm.
what should i do now?
Do my studies?
I am friggin bored and hungry.
Had chi chong fun for my lunch but wasnt satisfying.
Not allowed to play games so i use the computer for my blog.
Because it is all typing.
Mmhmm..
Any nice suggestion..? (no games remember)

BLOG BLOG BLOG..
what should i write..?
Our last night conversation?
hahaha..It is funny and nice.

Oh ya..!
Yesterday was my dad's birthday..
I bought the cake for him.
My sister make a birthday card for him.
My little brother bought a wallet for him.
And my mom took us out for dinner.. but my dad pays the bill.
This is what happen..
Dad: Bill please!

Mom: Dont worry i will pay the bill.

Dad: really?

Mom: yes. There u go. (Put the credit card) then (sign) and (giggle)

Mom: But u still have to pay for the credit card bill.

Dad's expression (O_O)

Well, i Guess thats all for today.
I dont know what else to say.
Hmmm... i am bored. :X
Okay ChowChow! BuhBye

Dodgeball?

2009-10-15T07:36:00.000-07:00

I really dont know what to write on the blog.
I just really enjoy school activities.
I mean dodgeball.
Rarely play volleyball because in metropolitan
a lot of them has butterfingers or bookworm.
So u dont find a lot of sportsman or sportswoman there.

I cant wait for the next dodgeball match!
Need my revenge against taylor subang college.
doing training again on the next tuesday.
So everyone please be there!

That day's waterfall trip was nice.
But they forgot make it more detail.
This is what they wrote.
Dodgeball and waterfall @ rawang.
This is what it mean.
Jungle tracking to waterfall and then dodgeball under the rain.
HAHAHA..
everyone wasnt prepared.
So hurt like shyt.. T_T
Everyone's legs hurt like crap!
Yeah..
after that i had to prepare for the BBQ party.
Then i was stress in the car while leading my friends.
Turns out.
Wrong way.
Shyt man...hahaha
But we went back on time.
Dad & mom helped me prepare.
So i was lucky. xD
Everyone enjoy! And thanks for coming!
Drink a lot, chat a lot, play a lot and gamble a lot.

After BBQ,
still online chatting with eli...
then went to bed.
Damn tired also..hahaha xD

I wish everyday was like that day.
Party day till night. awesome-ness!

Now is pretty boring.
Just sitting down in a hot room.
Its killing me.
Arghhh!
I guess i am waiting for someone to finish blog-ing.
What to say ar...?
hmmm...

Life?
good ah..
enjoying.
December planing to go genting.
So i can't wait too! haha. x)

Next dodgeball match..
Unlocated. sad.
Okay.
tats all for today. :]
goodnight Bloggers!

I am bored

2009-10-14T05:43:00.000-07:00

u can see i am bored. LOL
I dont know.
But these few days i've been feeling bored.
I don't know what to do.
Studying isnt my type.
And i just lepak and lepak.
Boring la!

Now i am blog-ing.
Because i have nothing to do.
So lets talk about college.

Hmmm..
College was short.
Class start at 9am
and ended 30 minutes early mean 10am.
Because my lecturer, Mr keith was kind.
haha..
I was the only one that came!
So he open videos of touch football and rugby to watch.
While waiting for the other girls. (Didnt came)
So class ended early and nicely. :]

Then break..
until 1pm.
Started class until 3pm.
Aiyo..
Had small exam today.
I guess i get 5/10?
I dont know.
Boring la!
Can someone help me?
When is the next dodgeball match coming up..?
Thats all for today i guess.

Gotta get to my room.
Maybe ill sleep early.
:[ nights. BuhBye readers.

Unknown title.

2009-10-07T06:00:00.000-07:00

Hahaha... waiting for Christmas holiday! xD

Today was a very painful day.
My arm muscle and leg muscle cram!
It hurts a lot.
Cause of the friendly match with sunway college.
Best out of 7.
We beat them flat! kinda...
Metro 7-3 Sunway.
Haha.
I think i didnt warm up much thats why i am suffering.
Ouch*

This saturday we are going to the waterfall.
So i guess its cool. plus a friendly dodgeball match. :)
I cant wait! TeeHee.

Today i felt kinda sad also.
My mom went down to buy KFC for my brothers and sisters
so i had to look after the car because its double parking.
Then i saw this old man walking up the stairs
try to get to the other side of the road.
It took him a long time to walk up the stairs.
I felt like helping him.
But i am afraid that he thinks i am looking down at him.
So i kinda...Cant decide.
Then he tried to cross the road.
I stood there like an idiot and watch him cross..
Argh!
Useless me.. Hiaz. :(

Tonight..
dinner was delicious!
The soup my mom made was sooooo nice!
I couldnt stop myself from eating.
Now i am so darn full!

This saturday after dodgeball,
everyone is coming to my house for BBQ.
so yea..
im excited.
Cant wait. :]
teehees!
Okay..thats all for today.
Going to take my bath.
Just finish dancing.
BuhBye to the world that is reading my blog~ :]

Update?

2009-10-06T08:21:00.000-07:00

Here goes..
I am going to update my blog.
But i am lazy.
can i do it tomorrow? :)
hahaha.
Yup. updated.
To be continue~

Bloooog-ing

2009-09-28T07:29:00.000-07:00

Its hard to blog everyday.
Maybe once in a week or a month.
I don't blog much these days because
i am really really busy.
College assignments are hard!
but in the same time enjoying.
Nothing nice happening in college.
Always the same old thing.

On the friday, 25.
I went back to sabah to attend my cousin's wedding.
It was nice. Everyone was so excited!
i reached the airport around 4am.
Take off at 7am. Slept in the plane till 10am.
Reached my popo house at 10.30am.
Next, teman the elders to style their hair
so i went jalan jalan around. It wasnt big there.
After that we wend to the fishing village and ate lunch.
It was nice! :) fresh fish! huge lobster! :D
Then the night went for wedding dinner.

Saturday, 26.
Woke up early morning.
My tummy didnt felt so good.
Vomited. (too much of Chivas)
didn't attend the church.
So i slept till 12pm.
Went to the fishing village and ate seafood again
with the whole family members.
Yummy~ :)
Then at night, went for the wedding dinner.
The food was tasty. Then bla bla bla...
When the wedding dinner was over.
My other cousin brought me to clubbing with her other friends.
Their club wasn't that big.
we drink and play games.
After that
went back home drunk and sleep.

Sunday, 27.
Went back home. :)
Thats all.
lazy to tell everything but thats what happen.

Its 1am

2009-08-19T09:51:00.000-07:00

Its nearly 1am
and i don't know what the heck to do!?
Tomorrow i have to re-sit for my economics paper.
I hate it.
Barely blog these days.
No one actually reads it.
I only blog when i am emo.
But when u are in college,
u will never be bored.
Coz its fun! :D
But once u are at home.
It sucks...
going out is nice.
But H1N1 la. o0o

Now im pretty bored.
So i just log in and drop a blog.
I told everyone i quit blogging.
Uhhh...
coz i.......
am busy?
yea....that was before.
That's all...im out to roti canai..(alone) :(
sad...chowz..

What to blog now?

2009-08-17T07:11:00.000-07:00

Well,
This is not much of an interesting blog now.
But i don't know what to write.
Been busy lately
&
and i don't know what the heck i'm doing.
I am dying to have sushi!
I don't know why but
ever since someone brought me to sake sushi
and show me the food.
I've been crazy for it.
Been to sushi king, sake sushi and zen sushi!
Anyone want to eat with me? :D
Went out with Eric and Rachel.
hmm...
sushi......
gahhhhh...
Now i'm busy doing something.
I don't know.
A president gotta do what a president got to do.
Crapping now...LOLs..
thats all.
Im out.. X_X

Holiday~!

2009-08-13T05:24:00.001-07:00

Im so glad now we are having holiday!
Having a lot of fun and more freedom!
Everyday going around and doing things!
im enjoying it! :D
But my exam results are coming out tomorrow!
and i dont want it to spoil my holidays!
awww....
I need a lot a lot a lot of luck!
I have to pass these exam or else ill be re-sitting for it again!
gosh!
caution!
Now i just woke up.
Checking on my message and facebook.
People.
I dont use friendster any more.
Because its so cacat-ed already.
No offense but its the truth.
Im so bored for now
Dinner is still cooking.
And its pasta...
I dont know what else to do besides going out.
Not today night.
I cant go out.
Im scared.
Of my results T_T
Thats all.. Chowz.

Title-less

2009-07-26T06:32:00.000-07:00

Dodgeball is an awesome sport!
Everyone should try it. :D
The total games we won is 4 now.
And not to mention 4 lose also. ==
We lost the 1st 4 round.
Because we had lack of members and no training.
After that,
We won 4 straight games!
against hyperblades, Binary bombers, KDU Ronins and UCSI devil dukes!
Teeheeeeee...xD
Our next match against Tigers!
More training needed!

This is an awesome week.
Last friday went back to cahaya to meet all
the young cheerful fellas.
Everyone look happy.
The school rules change.
Students is DOTA-ing at school.
Lawls. And the mini carnival was.....
Small. haha..
But awesome to meet everyone.

Went swimming just now.
It was cool.
Meet some of my really old friends.
So NGAM NGAM! :D
Well, everyone changed.
Girls were prettier!
But u are always the prettiest!
Wakakaka :D

Thats all.
G'Night

Beautiful

2009-07-19T02:42:00.000-07:00

Im just so fucking depressed
I just cant seem to get out this slump
If i could just get over this hump
But i need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises took my lumps
Fell down and i got right back up
But i need that spark to get psyched back up
And in order for me to pick the mic back up
I dont know how or why or when
I ended up this position im in
Im started to feel dissin again
So i decided just to pick this pen
Up and try to make an attempt to vent
But i just cant admit
Or come to grips the fact that i may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
And i know some shits so hard to swallow
But i cant just sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow but i know one fact
Ill be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Ill be one tough act to follow
Here today gone tomorrow but you'd have to walk a thousand miles

Chorus

In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what id be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you

(Eminem)
I think im starting to lose my sense of humor
Everythings so tense and gloom
I almost fee like i gotta check the temperature of the room just as soon as i walk in
Its like all eyes on me i try to avoid any contact
Cuz if i do that then it opens the door for conversation like i want that
im not looking for extra attention i just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I dont need no fucking man servant tryin ta follow me around and try to wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke i crack and half of them aint even funny like Hahhhhh
"Marshall your so funny man you should be a comedian god damn"
Unfortunately i am i just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why dont you all sit downn
Listen to the tale that im about to tell
Hell we dont gotta trade our shoes
And you dont gotta walk no thousand miles

Chorus

In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what id be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to youuuuu

(Eminem)
Nobody asked for life to deal us with these bullshit hands we're dealt
We gotta take these cards ourselves and flip em dont expect no help
Now i could have either just stayed at home sit on my ass and pissed and moaned
Or take this situation with which im placed in and get up and kick my own
I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags
And sat on the porch and hope and prayed for a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in in every single place every school i went
I dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid
And edna always told me keep making that face and it'll get stuck like that
Meanwhile im just standing there holding my tongue trynwa twalk like dwis
Then i stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old
I learned my lesson then cuz i wasn't trying to impress my friends no more
But i already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cuz where you see it from where your sittin its probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile in eachothers shoes at least
What size you wear? i wear tens
Lets see if you can fit your feet

Chorus

In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what itd be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
It dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
So
It dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
So

(Music outro)

Eminem

Yeah
To my babies
Stay strong
Daddy will be home soon
And to the rest of the world
God gave you shoes to fit you
So put em on and wear them
Be yourself man
Be proud of who you are
And even if it sounds corny
Dont ever let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful

check it out

2009-07-13T05:03:00.000-07:00

Yo yo yo,
Check this out!
http://www.dodgeball.com.my!
Its the dodgeball league 2009!
awesome!
Few things about us maestro
but hopefully we can bring out rank up.
Now we are 12/16.
Its kinda okay for us new dodgeballers.
Hahaha..
Our next match against KDU!
we will do our best do win them!
Well, thats all.
Come and support us too.
hahaha! ^^
all metropolitan and my friends support us!

Sad

2009-07-12T07:43:00.000-07:00

I just want to say ever since I was born...
Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine...I just wanted to say I love him so much.

Thinking about it
makes me sad.
Paris Katharine Jackson
says goodbye to her father michael jackson.
"I just want to say ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine... I just wanted to say I love him so much."
Her words are so touching and cute.
And i can't believe MJ is gone now.
Well, certain people didn't respect MJ before his death.
But now they realized who and what he did.
He was a good dancer.
He was very good in moon walking. (that makes it popular)
and his songs make sense.
AWESOME songs!
He have a great family.
1 daughter and 2 sons.
Thinking about him makes me wanna cry.
My tears are for u MJ. T_T
Wanted to post this a long time but wasnt free.
Have dodgeball tournament

Very boring staying at home.
Babeh, saturday was an awesome day!
Hopefully we can be together and forever! <3>

Dodgeball july 1st

2009-07-01T09:12:00.000-07:00

I think my team did well today.
It was a comeback for us.
1st was KBU 1-0,metro
following by KBU 2-0 metro
and then KBU 2-1 metro
lastly KBU 2-2 metro.
Guna was the last men standing
but performed well..
we lost 3-2 but it was a great comeback!
Thanks to je hui there was chance.

Those who think u can come and support us
pls do...at cineleasure.
we will need all the support we can get!
i am proud what happen today.
KBU was one of the hardest team.
And we metro (new batch)
put a great fight with them!
Maestro!
Hopefully the next match we are going to win!
More training!
This friday 4pm stay back!
next friday 5pm ice company is having a match with us.
so please do stay back.
TQ :D

H1N1!

2009-06-30T07:12:00.000-07:00

From what i notice.
Nearly the whole college
especially the student department
is wearing a mask.
Is there gonna be H1N1?
>_< or maybe the college will be shut down.
wakakaka! xD

Holiday..!
But i don't think its gonna happen.
I don't want to be a victim too!
Ahhhh! >_<
tomorrow is the match against KBU!
Must try our best!
we work hard for it.

Stop miss calling me!
It aint funny!
bloody hell =_=
Shyt piece of !@#$%^&*()
okay....

Shoot u or should u answer?

2009-06-29T10:50:00.000-07:00

Its 2am..
and i am still awake.
I dont know what the heck is with this person
but she has been miss calling me.
for 21 times
& dropping 13 msg saying "Hi, u free?"
i tried replying her
but she dont answer or pick up my call.

Will you get mad if someone does that to you?
cause i will.. >=(
her name is Jessica wong.
And she is killing me.
Will someone help me whats her prob?

forget about it.
screw it! >=(
I had nightmares this few past days.
and doing stupid things i dont notice.
Geeezzz...
Im bored. Im off to bed. hopefully i can sleep.
Night.. X_X

My day

2009-06-25T05:42:00.000-07:00

The new police car. Wtf eh?!? Hahaha...they are gonna drift to catch.
Today we were at sunway pyramid doing our assignment.
and we had to run everywhere just to collect something.
Fun it maybe but..
Tiring.
After that,
we had our dodgeball training.
A lot didnt showed up because 6 of our dodgeball is missing.
Going to complaint tmr!
Basket*!
so...
we trained with volleyball.
That days match we lost again.
This time we had them close but
due to our lack of training.
We were beaten.
So this time we are going to train!

My bad

2009-06-18T06:11:00.000-07:00

Remember this game? :D
This is a message for someone.
If its not you,
Don't perasan.
I went to cineleisure.
Not for dating
but a dodgeball tournament.
It wasnt easy.
Well, i just remember about our last date.
here.
Thinking about the past.
I glad i could finally understand
and wanna let you know.. (if u read this)
i am afraid to tell you straight
so dun mind me posting it here.

The problem wasnt about u,
It wasnt us.
It was me.
I was becoming someone else.
Someone that i think u dont like.
Thats what made u change your mind.
U did love me before.
but i screw it up.
So im sorry.
It was never your fault.
Thanks for helping me understand. :D
That's all i guess...

One man show against 4 person!
3,2,1 DODGEBALL!
Dodgeball wasnt easy.
Especially being the leader.
We lost to Segi KD (barbarians) by 3-2.
It was hard
but everyone did their best.
Only 4 players showed up so we had to import players.
xD we nearly got banned from that match.
Next match on monday.
Any girls or guys interested,
pls pick up your phone and call
016-2200191.
Thanks ^^
That's all for today. Nitez

Pub Day

2009-06-14T08:08:00.000-07:00

In pub with my primary Friends. Great to see them all. Not actually all. . . .
It was the best!
Pub in Bar celona was wicked! :D
We dance till we drop!
Keat yu gone gila..
Yeaaa! I wanna go again.
Didnt take picture. :(
The chicks were hawt!

After that,
we makan at roti canai
then asia cafe..
Then drop dead at jiin jiunn's house.
wicked! xD

Hope we can do it more often!
Thats all..
Im tired.
Nitez

Going Out

2009-06-13T04:09:00.000-07:00

This thursday i went out with my primary friends.
Hang out at 1U and have a chat on our old times.
It was great! :DD
All our past..
Everyone totally changed a lot.
Well...Most of them i guess. :P

After that we were like street racers!
We meet up at ah chan's house.
After that we head to pub...
It was awesome!
We finish 4 jugs and still cant get enough.
The babes there were Italian..i guess?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOCK LEONG!

Glad to be your best friend :D
Today is saturday,
and we are going to pub again
but this time with Jiin Jiunn.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEST BRO ENG JIIN JIUNN!

brothers for life! Never walk alone! :D
Thats all...
Im getting ready for later.
Chowz...Im off. X_X <>

Haven't been blog-ing lately

2009-06-10T09:40:00.000-07:00

Too busy.
Thats the main reason why.
Not only assignments.
But also with the club.
I am leader of the dodgeball club.

Next wednesday we are having a dudgeball match
at cineleisure!
And its gonna be big!
Wednesday 6-10pm!
Those who are coming. pls do come :D

Now we are currently finding more people to recruit.
We need cheerleaders, blog-ers (Not me!) and other more.
Those we are interested pls msg me.
016-2200191.

For metropolitan students only.
Hopefully we make this group big and wild!
My friends, pls do come and visit us!
Support us Maestro!

Stop blog-ing! she says...

2009-06-03T05:39:00.001-07:00

Sorry people.
I stop blog-ing.
Maybe sooner or later i might start again.
So sorry..
Bye. Have a nice day! :DDD

Blog

2009-05-20T05:57:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time,
when i was walking through the jungle
i saw a snooker table
& i play it non stop to be a
CHAMPION!
The End.

Haha..
crap story.
Have a lot of work in college la.
What we usually do during our free time is..
1.Dota at CC.
2.Stone at asia cafe/ library.
3.Eat somewhere
4.Play snooker.
5.& more stoning.
Yeaaaa... that's about it.

Play snooker is the best la!
Too much dota can make u become a noob. xD
Currently playing snooker everyday.
Most of the time its full.
College a lot of chicks la.
Beh tah han. Haha. xD
1 day is not enough.
Haha.. Okay la.
Tired. ill try to snap some pictures la.
Today a lot of freaking sick things happen.
Everyone was like..."DAMN"
haha. xD
okay thats all for today. Thanks for reading.

Feelings?

2009-05-17T04:09:00.000-07:00

What do u feel if ur ex love ones tell u
that u are annoying.
She was the one who accept u,
and break with u.
She doesnt reply u.
And thinks u are a total piece of shit.
She could only understand herself,
and not reading other peoples feeling.
Someone might get hurt.
I might..

But i didnt write it on blog so everyone could say bad about her.
I just want everyone to know that its not easy being with someone u love.
And i think i wont talk bad about her.
Cause...i did once LOVE her.
Thats all. Thanks.
I will be okay. I guess..

I finally understand :)

2009-05-14T05:37:00.000-07:00

I finally understand.
I can't live without her,
but sometimes we have to learn from our mistakes.
I've done mine.
& regretted.

The person u love may not always be perfect for u,
but he/she is doing his/her best to impress u.
That's why both of u are together.
Respect her needs & freedom.
If she wants to hang out with her friends,
care for her.
Understand her.
And let her hang out with her friends even tho different gender.

Her friends are the only person that is close to her.
And always make her happy.
If u take that away from her.
Then things may not turn out so well.

I love her,
But somethings can't be seen.
U have to tell me.
but till then, i always love u.

Because we use to love each other once.
Just perfect for u. :)
For such a quiet person.

About a girl
One song about a girl, can't breathe when I'm around her
I wait here everyday in case she scratch the surface
She'll never notice

I'm not in love, this is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl

Last night I knew what to say but you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well rehearsed, tongue-tied and overloaded
You never notice

I'm not in love, this is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl

I'm not in love, this is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl

To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?
To be loved, to be loved, everyone wants
To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?
To be loved, to be loved, everyone

I'm not in love, this is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words

I'm not in love, this is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl

I'm not in love
(To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?)
This is not your song
(To be loved, to be loved, everyone wants)
I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl
(To be loved, to be loved)

I know my blog is freaking boring. If u don't like. Then click the X on top. :)

I got a lot of things to do

2009-05-12T06:40:00.000-07:00

Wasted man!
Could have join the dance the other day.
But i was such a pussy that time. =_=''
Wish i had the guts!
Or that goodness damn mothar F... is going down..

Okay forget it.
Just crapping.
Those who don't know.
I quited shuffling.
Join poppin dance. :)
Going thru college aint easy u know?
A lot of freedom but lack of time.

How to go thru college?
1st: When u enter the college, never show a lcly face. Or u will be the victim. Especially a few people.
2nd: U are nobody there! So don't try to be a hero!
3rd: Always mix around with different people.
4th: Stay cool/ hot. Not too hot, or u will be stuck with the guy in the toilet or canteen. DAMN! X_X
5th: Never argue with lecturers. They can fail u anytime =X
6th: Always be on time. Or u won't be able to sit for exam. Barred!
7th: When u think u are ready, show them what u got!
8th: Be active in sports. It will bring u more friends.
9th: Do all your work. Lecturers can black list u anytime.
10th: GO ASIA CAFE CC WHEN U ARE BORED!

That's all. X_X Busy.

Might quit blogging

2009-05-04T07:04:00.000-07:00

Sorry to disappoint some people.
But i might be quitting blogging.
Had some other things in mind that i have to deal with.
TQ for your cooperation.
& HAVE A NICE DAY :)

Her beauty is just like u

2009-04-26T02:47:00.001-07:00

Joanna Noelle Levesque <3
Can somebody explain to me
Why everybody is trying to be
Living like a celebrity doing what they see on mtv
Ice is cool but im looking for more
Simple things is what my heart beats for
Cause thats me i dont ask for much
Baby having you is enough.

You aint got to buy nothing, its not what i want baby its you
We dont got to go no where, its not what i want baby its you
Its not for what you got, cause know you got a alot, no matter what you do, your always getting hot, its you, its you baby all i want is you yeah.

It dont matter that your car is fly
And your rims are spinning on the side
And it dont matter where we go tonight
Cause if im with you it'll be alright
Thats cool but im looking for more
Its your love that my heart beats for
Cause thats me dont have to spend a dime
Baby i just want your time
Chorus:
You aint got to buy nothing, its not what i want baby its you
We dont have to go no where, its not what i want baby its you
Its not for what you got, cause know you got a alot, no matter what you do your always getting hot, its you, its you, baby all i want is you.

You aint got to buy nothing, its not what i want baby its you
We dont have to go no where, its not what i want baby its you
Its not for what you got, cause know you got a alot, no matter what you do your always getting hot, its you, its you, baby all i want is you.

She is so much like you. <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">

My exam

2009-04-24T07:05:00.000-07:00

I am bored. Written by: Unknown (NOT ME!)
Our E-charger. =]
Exam was....
Great.
Im talking about "great"
=.=
Shit...
I have to change class now.
Time table not arrange.
Hiaz...
Im so sad.
Changing to AK2...

random times ill be with AK3.
Monday starting college again.
My marks for exam
Human communication-61%
English- 68.60%
Accounting- 65.97%
Sejarah- 56 OHMYGOSH! (who says aamos can't study sejarah! Beat that! xD but it was luck study)
MICROECONOMICS- 35% Which pulls all my grades down! WTF .
Hiaz...
Thats why i have to re-sit the next semester.
But all will be done in this year.
Phew.. =[

Ill be sitting with a group of unknown.
That's sad! =[
Hiaz....
Okay la...I cheer.
Thanks =]
Monday we can all be together again. xD
Haha... Including everyone else lo!
Thats all for today..
Paiseh i still cant find my wire! T.T
Im off~

Weird photos & today's outing

2009-04-23T01:54:00.000-07:00

Poor coke was bullied by pepsi. =[

Today morning.
I woke up with a big smile on my face.
That cannot be wiped off.
Ate breakfast.
Take a bath.
And head to sunway pyramid.

Today was awesome.
wish everyday could be like this.
Sorry if i couldn't post the photos.
My wire to transfer files gone missing.
Couldn't find it. =[
Well, next day ill let u see. =]

College is starting soon.
And tomorrow we are going to collect our result! xD
scary...
Hopefully i did my best
and same goes to everyone.
GOOD LUCK!

That's all for my day. Lazy to post at night cause im free now. OFF~

April 21 2009

2009-04-21T06:13:00.000-07:00

Nice view~
U-18 got 3rd place.
Lost to Sri kemangan and Sri KL. =[
If the ex-student 2008 were there..
It would be... ~!@#$%^&* In their face!
OKAY. xD im not lansi-ing.
Wish we could play.
haha

U-15 did their best.
Didnt got placing but they were good.
They should tapau the Lansi team.
I was excited about the match
that i could'nt pee.
Well..thats a joke la.

Today i had fun being with yah.
Sorry if i said i couldn't come.
I really wanted to watch the volleyball match.
But i enjoyed today. =]
NEED FOR SPEED 4 was freaking nice!
Everyone should go and watch!
Beh Tah han lehs! xD
Okay...Thats all for u babeh~ =]
Thats all for tonight.
Ill get my license soon
so i can bring u gai gai lo. xD
Life sux when u can't drive.
Im off.

Volleyball MSSD

2009-04-20T06:39:00.000-07:00

I wished we still had one more year for volleyball.
Today's volleyball was great.
Seri cahaya only school team trash other schools.
1st match was U-18 winning by 25-9.
2nd match was U-15 winning by 25-21.
3rd match was U-18 winning by 25-16.
last match of the day was U-15 winning by 25-12.

It was an excellent match!
But the other teams weren't that good.
The real game starts tomorrow!
Hopefully we get our titles back.
Sad we couldn't enter MSSD
or the ball will be in their face!
Haha...xD

Holiday

2009-04-19T04:58:00.000-07:00

Now is holiday for me.
Just after exam.
It was a party time!
Well, not for long after i receive my results >.<
Scared~

I didn't post much these days,
was Hanging out much.
Everyone wants to go somewhere.
Saturday wanted to go AC with the ssc Gang.
Turn out i had dinner. = =
Sunday, Went out eat.
Makan makan makan~
Go out dance crew.
Then went for exercise.

Now is night time
so i had more free time.
Don't know when to open bottle!
Not free mostly.
Gonna stay till next morning DRUNK!
hahaha....

I've lost a friend.
my precious friend but im never gonna tell.
That precious friend will always be in my heart.
Even tho we don't chat but
thats how i feel. =]
U are being cared. Remember that!

Thats all for today.
Going to watch Need for speed 4!
& Will be out partying more!
After i get my license soon. = =
Ass~ El Poyo Loco! xD

Exam Over!

2009-04-15T09:10:00.001-07:00

Yea! Exam is over!
Tomorrow then ill continue writing. xD
lazy.

2.00pm

2009-04-13T20:06:00.000-07:00

2.00pm is when my exam starts.
So before it starts
and for me to stone.
I would like to say...
OHMYGOSH~!
T.T
im gonna panic.
Last night slept from 7-10pm like a baby.
Then woke up,
Started studying till 4am.
My eyes are becoming worst! >.<
hiaz...2 more days. Today and tomorrow.
Tahan.
Wish me luck.
I need all the luck i can get to get pass this exam!
23+??=50?
50 is a pass. 23/40 is my other marks.
This exam gives us 50%.
SO i think i need about 27 more marks.
Its not easy u know?! T.T
Im off~

U are somebody to me =]

2009-04-13T09:11:00.000-07:00

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty and he said no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough.

As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....

You're not pretty you're beautiful.

I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.

And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...

Dead

2009-04-12T00:06:00.000-07:00

Dead.
I don't feel like me anymore.
Im becoming a cold blooded person.
Unlike me before. (sigh)
End of blog-ing.
Im off to study.
The next post might be after my exam
or maybe when im feeling better from heart pain/cancer.
Exam is tomorrow.
Hopefully i can pass. Monday to Wednesday.
Im so............rr...........y.

Damn.

2009-04-11T05:49:00.000-07:00

I never felt so unless in my whole life.
It all begins after today's volleyball practice.
Before i become emo.
Lets talk about happy things. =]

Today volleyball was awesome.
Eat that, the famous aamos float service. xD
BANG!
someone got knocked on the face.
It was the ex-seri cahaya student.
Same time, i was sorry.
Not being EVIL.
But its a game. I cant do anything to save u.
Srweeeee~

After that,
went for lunch. Yummy.
Can't mention it here. xP
Went home and took a long nap.

Get up..
Did some accountings.
Preparing for monday's exam. = =
Im not so hard working.
If i get a chance to rest. I would!
About 5pm went for shuffle practice with friends.
Bored la. Nothing else new. Opening bottle soon. weeee~ xD

Well that feels better telling my story.
Time to Sing a song~ =D
Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
If you look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you hear this song and you sing along well you'll never tell
And you're the fool I've just as well I hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it puts you through hell

Gives you hell~ The all American rejects.

Poem For my love

2009-04-09T03:55:00.000-07:00

When the first time i meet u,
i was never struck
with so much love so sudden
and so sweet.
You face it bloomed like a sweet flower
and stole my heart completely.

My face turn dead pale
and my legs refuse to walk away.
Then my blood rushed to my face
and took my eyesight quite away.

I never saw so sweet face.
As i stood there staring at ur bright eyes
As bright as moon.
My heart has left its dwelling place
and can return no more.

How could i love u more?
What can i do to make u love me more?
I would do anything for u
just to make u mine forever.
But why for one girl out of the world of girl?

I would live in myself only!
and build my life lightly and still as a dream.
Are not my thoughts clearer than ur thoughts
and coloured like a rainbow of the day.
Now the stars are ready,
and the moon is here.
Should u be the one i spent my life with?
In this beautiful night,
which can never be any better with other girls.
I would lose myself to love u,
My Dear? =]

If u are not that person,
Please don't perasan! TQ.
No copy write please!
Stealing idea's or poem is a crime.
Use ur brain.

Feeling a little stress

2009-04-08T03:31:00.000-07:00

Im feeling a little stress.
And i dont know how she feels for me.
Ahh Forget it.
I just need someone who really cares for me.
because i am starting to feel so
FUCK-ing stress.

My exam is next week.
And i haven't study a thing yet.
English and account shouldn't have a problem.
But Economics and Human communication is freaking me out! >.<
I need someone to be with me when im studying
so that i wont have to go out and use the computer just to chat. =]

Well, Thursday & friday (means tomorrow) No College!! xD
Free at home. (because i want to sleep)
Yea, i deserve to be called as a pig.
But i dont mind.
I LOVE TO SLEEP.
awkward guy. xD

Okay.
I don't know what else to write.
Currently dancing.
Thats my hobby. hehe.
Bored & Stress. That's me!
Can't wait till next week is over.
So we can open bottle! =D

I don't know what is she thinking.
What are u trying to tell me?
Im stress already.
So please tell me the truth.
U know who u are... Hopefully u read my blog.

My ideal girlfriend

2009-04-07T06:02:00.000-07:00

I always thought.
How i wish my ideal girlfriend would be. =]

(1) My ideal girlfriend is someone I enjoy being with. It starts out with two friends spending time with one another.
(2) Someone who will be there when u need her. When u are sick, she calls u for a while and ask if u are fine while giving lots of advice/ When u are bored like crap and she calls u to be with u.
(3) A girlfriend who would understand how u feel and make sure u dont feel jealous or angry. She will always think before acting. She would always try to solve the problem 1st and never thought of hurting u before. NEVER.
(4) U will be the only guy she dreams about and no other guys. Everything she does, it all makes her think of u and never cheat u no matter what.
(5) A girlfriend who never keeps secret away from u (no matter how embarrassing is it) and always tells u about the daily activities. She knows that she has to keep u update everyday.
(6) She would never leave u out of her sight because she will always need u by her side. She would hold u so tightly and don't wanna let u go. Especially in shopping complex. She would show her friends or your friends how much she loves u.
(7) She will mostly come to your house just to see u. If she is busy, she would finish her work as soon as possible so she could spent the rest of the time with u. If u are busy watching TV, she will sit beside u and hold u tightly. She doesn't care how boring is the show as long as she is with u.
(8) When u are being offended by anyone, she would stand up for u. Even tho u are not right. She will always make things look fine without lying. Not only when u are offended but also doing other activities she doesn't like. For example. Shuffling? Volleyball? She will still support u and might want to change her view on those activities.
(9) After 5 years+, she would still have the same strong LOVE for u and that Love still hasn't fade because she loves u very much (if she doesn't means u GUYS are not treating her right!). She doesn't lie to u or hurt u but always tells u the truth of the feelings.
(10) A girlfriend who doesn't compare your looks with other people who looks better then u. You will always be on the top of her list and she will only treat u more special compare to her friends.
(11) A girlfriend with a kind and loving heart. A very supportive and caring girlfriend. She will always think u are perfect and no one else is way better then u.

(A message for you GUYS. If u have a girlfriend like this, Please, NEVER take advantage on her! Always keep her love and treat her like how she treat u.)

Always be a loyal and true boyfriend to her.
Be there when she needs u.
Always treat her fairly, lovely and don;t cheat her.
Never Overnight with another girl just because u are drunk!
Never look at other girls no matter how attractive are they. Your girlfriend would always be the prettiest and most special one.

(If u Break a girl's heart, Soon someone will break yours too and u will understand the pain she felt. I know u want a girl like this. So if u have a heart, use it. FOOL!)

Whatever u do, U should never break your girlfriend's heart even tho she isn't like your ideal girlfriend. Give her time because She is still the one who loves u and chose to be with u. =]
Thats my post for today. Im done. Going to do my studies. 9.40pm. xD SO WHAT IS YOUR IDEAL GIRLFRIEND?

Blog-ing

2009-04-06T07:00:00.000-07:00

Feeling kinda bored these days,
don't know what to do.
Besides playing games
&
blog-ing..?

Hang out with friends?
Yeap.
In college till 8pm.
Wish i can drive ASAP.
life sucks when u cant go anywhere.

Even tho i hate blog-ing
but
i just dont know why i keep giving new post?
Is it because i want to keep people update?
To let people know how life in college is?
Well,
College is nice.
Except u have to do a lot of assignments. That's all.
The rest, its up to u to do what u want.

Okay....
Now what to do? O.O?

Ching Ming

2009-04-05T03:40:00.000-07:00

Fire Crackers~
Today we went for ching ming.
It was fun doing some work
rather then staying at home.
U can get bored to death.

If u ask me,
Im already bored to death now!
But i have to study.
Now is 6.40pm.
Taking a break.
Hopefully i wont crack my head
by studying too much. xD
HAHAHA...

Now,
thinking of doing something.
Sms? play games?
Help my parents? I dont know.
Raining.
Can go out to play basketball. =[
So have to hide at home again.

What to do?!
Im so darn bored!
Tomorrow is my presentation.
Gotta get prepared! =]
wish me luck!
I wanna go out with friends.
Hang out. Chill around.
Going to open bottle soon. xD
wakakaka...
That's all for today.
Im Off~

Friday day

2009-04-03T03:38:00.000-07:00

Mostly friday is the happy day,
class will start from 9.30am- 10.30am.
Was so free.

So we decided to go cc with a few of us including the girls.
We played left 4 dead again. xD
Survival shyt!
Damn nice...
It was almost so real.
cant stop playing.

After that,
we went to makan. xP
makan as usual place.
Asia cafe.

Ate pasta, chicken rice and indo mee.
Then only full with a cup of coke. =X
okay la.
My tummy in the inside is bigger then before.
But outside no change. O.O
cheh~

After that we thought of going to sunway,
but not enough time la.
So we went to school
and browse the comp's again.

Heck of FUN!
Unlike before. X]

In college u dont have to worry what u done.
More freedom to do what u want.
Do what u want to do.

So forget it.
Nothing happen =]
that's all for today. Thanks For your time. =X

Hear me cry

2009-04-02T07:25:00.000-07:00

You couldn't say
Needed someone new
You actually thought
Deep inside I knew

Can you tell me how can you say
Why this should suffice
You passed me by
And your heart's as cold as ice
(You passed me by)

Did you see me cry
(Did you ask yourself why)
Did you see me cry
(Did you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry
(Did you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart

You couldn't say
Needed someone new
And you actually thought
Deep inside I knew

I wonder where we will go
Will we be the same
(You passed me by)
I laugh inside I think of you
And the love we made
(You passed me by)

Tell me why this should suffice
I hold you through the night
Now will I let it go
Soon I'll let it go

Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself why)
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart

You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you
(You passed me by)
You, I'll stand by your side
Please just do me right
(You passed me by)

You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you

Love this song. By Utada Hikaru <3

Ouch*!

2009-04-02T00:57:00.000-07:00

Hiaz...
sick but still go to college.
Classes start from 8am-11am.
Very short right?
Cough until i feel like my heart is gonna pop out!
My chest hurt like FUCK.

cant breathe properly.
Hiaz...
Now feeling much better.
But still pain.
What should i do?
I dont wanna die. =X

CHOI! TOUCH WOOD*
okay..
Hurts much but
i am a guy.
Tahan.. tahan.. = =
Today college,
accounts class.
The lecturer always give us work
then run out of the class.
Dont know whats wrong with her.

Then economics.
Like SHYT.
Okay la. Shyt doesnt mean so bad.
BLOODY SHIT is the worst.

So after that,
went AC makan.
Then go library study economics. =X
half way. DOTA talk came out!
Thanks to Our Phantom assassin wai Kit.
= ='' wakakaka...
then play games.
BORED~ so went home.
Thats all. eating KFC.
want some? ~.~
KISS MY ARSSS... xD
Im off~ Fucked up life man.
She only cared for herself.
Thats what she never thinks!

Wooot~

2009-04-01T02:29:00.000-07:00

Goodbye to March.
And hello to april fools day!
Wish everyone dont be fooled.
But college no one did.
Cause its childish and might hurt people's heart.
O_O
=X
Today class ends about 12pm.
But i was bored to come home early.
So i lepak in school with a few buddies.

1st we went to pasar to eat.
Ate the hometown fried rice.
xP d-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s.
U should try some.

After that,
went CC just for a little game of left 4 dead.
That game is nice to play.
Today was the talent show.
Damn..
I missed it.
I didn't join cause ill be the only "tau kei" inside there. = =
But the dancers aren't that good.
NOOB SHYT. joking xD

Mostly girls la.
Okay la.
So after that
we went to the library and lepak.
So everyone left.
Left the 2 of us.
Browsing thru the computer.

Then went home.
Write a blog
And fucked off. xD Thats all.
My blog is becoming more & more LAME.
Dont know why.

If U FUCKERS DARE TO STEAL ANY OF MY IDEA.
PLEASE DONT VIEW. THANKS. BECAUSE ITS A CRIME.
Don't be a thief. Use you brain. If u have one. xD o0o(^-^) o0o NAH!

Sad & happy

2009-03-31T05:44:00.000-07:00

Feeling weird today.
Today's football match was a bomb!
LOST MAN.
Guna was really professional
but we made him lost.
He could have won if we were much better.

Man...
World domination.
1st match 1-0
2nd match 2-1
3rd match 2-1
Total bombed.

But among there.
I think guna was still the best. xD

Hmmm..
College life is nice.
More freedom of doing anything you want.
'O,..,O' mwuahaha...
So many things to do!
xD currently enjoying it.
Meet this amazing person!
Yea! xD wakakaka

okay....
im tired. Nitez. ~.~

To be honest

2009-03-30T02:12:00.000-07:00

To be honest,
I dont want her to have a guy like me.
I love her so...
But nothing is going to bring us back together again.

But i have something
from YOU,
which i will never throw away
or
give it up.
Its my secret.
my precious forever.

Today,
was the happiest moment!
Done with my speech! xD
turns out,
it was great! heehhee xD
cant wait for tomorrow!
GREAT DAY!
Tmr is the match! wish me luck!

U just got Fooled FOOL!

2009-03-29T05:22:00.000-07:00

Judging by my title
it doesnt sound too good yah?
Well,
My life has been cheated from
a cute little angel girl.

To be honest,
she was my everything.
I appreciate her the most.
I would give up anything for her if she love me.

I thought she was the most precious person
on this earth.
But i was wrong.
I was fooled.
She didnt care
after we didnt see.

Man..
i was stupid.
I know i didnt make the wrong step.
By something changed her.
And
she changed.

My life is totally screwed up!
= = man...
Im gonna die.
Well,
im not gonna be fooled by your angelic eyes no more.
Ill move on,
whether u like it or not.

I dont think love exist between us.
And now,
im just a FOOL.
She didnt even drop a message.
When she has the chance,
She try not to reply or find excuse.
There was never US.

Okay.
I dont want to act like a childish geek.
Well, Now u know how i feel.
Ill move along.
Thanks for your time.
Your love is just a LIE.
Or u are trying to ignore me.
bcoz u are telling me to get a LIFE!
Or stop being a jerk.
O.O
wakakaka...sure.
Ill find my life and stop pulling my pants too high.
Like SOZAI. xD

MOVE ALONG!
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your...
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along..

But i dont need you again.
i LIVE my LIFE! =]

Cant sleep

2009-03-28T09:43:00.001-07:00

Sleepless night..
Still thinking about u.
Did i regret doing this for life?
Did i make a wrong move.

Before we couple,
we agree to ourselves.
To take care & love each other.
But i failed.

Just thinking about it.
Everyday your face will only reminds me.
Its like i spent my whole life with you.
There is so many things
i always wanted to tell you.

But u were too busy.
Love doesnt comes easy.
U have to lose something to gain someone.
I love you Ryn~

This have been troubling this whole night.
If i let you go now,
ill never gonna get some else
as SPECIAL
as YOU
to Me...

You are always my heart
and
i should keep you close to me
always & Forever. ILY ryn~ mwuacks

Today!

2009-03-27T22:09:00.000-07:00

Today is the day!
To save the earth!
So everyone!
TURN OFF YOUR DARN DAMN LIGHTS!!@#$%^&*)(
8.30-9.-30!
Even your car lights!!
So at least we save more! xD
joking! NOT YOUR CAR LIGHTS! MORE ACCIDENT!

okay...
today went to school
&
play VOLLEYBALL
& BASKETBALL.

After that was report card day.
Wakaka...
every human was scared.
Just look at their faces.
OH well,
i saw her today.
Well, she look quite happy.
hmmm..

Ate lunch.
going out with friends now.
So i just give a short post.
Thats all. Chowz.

How do you sleep

2009-03-26T05:50:00.001-07:00

~What i would sing for YOU~

It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep.

I tried my best at moving on have yet to find a girl like you
I see things that I didn't before and I'm wishing I had more time with you,
How do you stay awake knowing all I do is think of you
All the things we thought about that never will happen again if I could just see you

If I had my way I'll come and get you girl
In your favorite car with the missing top
man around my way where we used to park
and did all those things to steal your heart

(Chorus 2x)
It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep.

Baby all that I hear from my friends again and again and again (they come and ask about you) (they say) we saw your girl at the game and damn we gotta say a big mistake by you.
Not only does your body bang but I miss the conversation too
Tell me that you couldn't sleep can't think can't eat till I come see you

If I had my way I'll come and get you girl
In your favorite car with the missing top
man around my way where we used to park
and did all those things to steal your heart

It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep

It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep

It was crazy!

2009-03-25T02:58:00.000-07:00

Crazy man.
Today the craziest thing happen!
i was like..
WTF?! O.o?

Okay.
Dont know.
Dont care.
Today college was cool! xD
many things happen but
turns out to be good.
Result was the part
that spoils the day!

MicroEconomics and Human communication.
Damn a lot of things to remember!
>.<
Hiaz...
But look at the bright side. =)
im looking.
Thats all.
Going to do my journal.
Im off~ No Picture. sorry.

Back Those Days

2009-03-23T07:20:00.000-07:00

Back in those days..
You dont have to do assignments and much work.
You dont have to complete your work
becoz,
your friend in school
will borrow you his/ her work to copy!
xD

Unlike now.
Suffering and regretting like hell!
Works were like mountain!
and
There is no time for u to copy!

Geezzz...
How i remember the back old days.
We were so young,
and playful.

Everyone was having so much fun the the trip.
It was the most awesome time
we had for our whole life!
Now...

Hiaz....
Live your life.
Move along.
Until you find the one time perfect for u.
As time passes by,
She also began to change.
UNlike before.

I miss the old times~

Tidus Blog

2009-03-21T18:03:00.000-07:00

Hey,

A few of u all notice my blog wasn't updating.
This is because im really busy this days.
Exam is coming soon.
So sorry i cant write the time of my life.
But ill keep it update after my exam.
I PROWMISEEE!

Back again.
Now im gonna drop a short one.
cause i got to go study. xD
wakakaka..
im becoming a nerd.
But i have to.
If i want to pass my exam to forward with my studies.

Okay.
This days i really miss her.
Miss her very much.
I want her to know that she is the apple of my eye.
And im not gonna lose her that easily.

Love is complicated.
You have to lose something
to gain LOVE.

Glad she had fun in redang.
haha..
i miss her badly that time! >.<>

So sorry..

2009-03-16T09:56:00.000-07:00

Hebe~ <3>

So sorry for not keeping update.
This days i am getting so busy.
Exam is coming soon
&
i am not sure if i am prepared. >.<>BLACKOUT~

Its was crazy!
i didnt know what i was doing.
i woke up about 10pm.
feeling the pain on my head.
and
tummy. xD hungry~

went down ate some food.
but dinner was gone.
i ate noodles.
POOr me... T.T

okay..
now is late.
i dont know what to do.
She is having a great holiday trip
while im stuck here
letting my parents nag me everyday.

Hiaz..
now i wish i was on holiday.
I wish i could be with her in tioman again.
It was the best.
but could never happen again.
Life is unfair....

Hopefully i get what i want. I want my license. I want my freedom.I want good result. I want to be with you again* I wished~

Bored

2009-03-14T02:50:00.000-07:00

Bored..

Today she is gone.
And i am gonna be alone here.
Guess im darn bored.

OKay la...
im going to do my work now..
So disappointed..
She left me long.
Bye.

RanD0m TiTl3~

2009-03-10T23:24:00.000-07:00

My little cousin~
Isnt he cute?!
Wakaka...
He is doing skills which no guys or girls can do.

1st i challenge him to copy what i do.
He manage to do 7/10 of my skills.
But when it comes to his skills.
= =''
ownage.
I only can do 3/10.
He is so crazy..
He is a fighting cock or a pro breakdancer?
haha...
i lost to my little cousin!

Cause they are small and flexible.
okay..
i admit i've lost! xD
He is cute huh? =D

TOday college...
hmm.
start class at 8am.
Finish about 12pm.
Came home with a snack & lunch.

Settle with my books.
Throwing the good memories of my Form5 books.
=( i mean keeping for my bro.
Hiaz...
Wish i could turn back the clock.
Time passes so quickly.
Then im done.
Im off to bed now. Tired~
Backache. x_X KO!

I want to watch dragon ball or street fighters with you.
My drug addict with your DOMOKUN in my minicooper.
erm.. Hope she didnt lie to me about last night. xD paiseh~

College~

2009-03-10T05:51:00.000-07:00

This are the things we done in college.
College was totally boring!
Guys have to suck another guys breast milk!
taking pictures of them!
really bored that time!
cause those people were horny.
wakaka xD
Joking~ Joking~

But we have nothing to do.
Was really bored!
We got sejarah!?#$%^&*O
= = my "favorite" subject!
GEEEZZZZ

no escape from that!
students dating! xD
hahas...bored to nutz..
took a picture of our lecturer
MR ANDREWS!

WOOOT~!
bored to death! xD
wakaka...
but currently studying.
PRO-LEHS!

hmm...
thats all for today.
Really no life man.
But college is fun!
more freedom!

Waiting for my license.
Yea.
hiaz.. damn sad.
Hope to get it soon.
Cant wait for my SPM. =(
gonna die soon or too happy.. x(

Tidus in da house~

2009-03-08T06:14:00.000-07:00

Fun!

Today morning went for a hair cut.
after morning,
we went for breakfast
at some random place. =)

then we went for shopping!
mwuahaha..
shopped alot &
ate alot!
awesome food and things!

Brought new things
&
had a lot of fun!
okay okay...
thats not all.

After that,
we went to 1utama!
shopping again. xD
crazy man...

then eat
&
shop until fat fat.
wooohooo~!
ate pasta! xD

at the night,
we went to bandar utama center point.
ate roti canai & ice kacang!
TOOK A LOT OF NICE PHOTO for the whole trip.

But lazy to unload.
want to see?
ask me! xD
hahaha...
hope to enjoy times like this.

btw i missed her. But i dont think i can be with her.
just want to let you know that i care~
& its not easy to get the one you love the most.
especially,
YOU. Remember this =)
i always love you.

Scary~

2009-03-07T06:49:00.000-08:00

Crazy~

It was a fucking scary day!
Yesterday,
we had a party at Keat yu's house.
It was the best party!
Me, alex eng, jiin jiunn, jiajun, yau hau, keat yu, tak li & yung wei.

We were trying to start the fire for nearly 2 hours!
And finally..
tada~
Done!
We cooked all the food we wanted.
YUMMY~
Ate and drink beer!

Drank too much until pee every 30min
haha xD
we chit chat the whole time!
tak li went home about 11pm.

so we continue until 1.30am.
Its time for yung wei to go home.
His dad told him that he will pick him up at the petrol station.
So me and alex went to send him to the petrol station.

after dropping him,
alex wanted to drive the car back to ky's house.
We were at a round about
then we saw i police car.
O.O we were like
WAD DA FUCK!?

they caught us.
WTF?!?
then.........bla bla bla..
cant tell~ (want to know? ask me personally)

And finally we were released.
Thank god.
We use skill. (want to know? ask me personally)
xD i took over the car
& quickly drive home.

weee~ Safe!
Thank goodness
i dont have to go to jail. = =
It was fucking scary
but also experience.
Okayyy...

Today..
sports day was nice.
I manage to see her again. :)
so im glad.
YELLOW HOUSE
always win.

thats all for today.
IM off~

Blogging

2009-03-05T04:15:00.000-08:00

i miss the good times

I know i've been blogging nearly everyday.
Some one kept bugging me to tell about my life.
So im doing it.

But im doing this is also
to let her know how im doing.
I know things change.
But,
I still love her.
Always keeping her update.

Today college was great!
Best subject! Accounts!
I sound nerdy now.
= =
Cause i like counting la
DAMMIT = = o0o

Okay. chill~
Today classes was from 8am~9.30am
and guess what?!?
COLLEGE DAY OVER!
WAKAKAKAKA~ xD
eat a MCD breakfast.
then meeting.

After that i went to eat my lunch.
Nice soup noodle.
I also dreaming SHE was here.
i could take her anywhere!

then went home.
&
sleep for nearly whole day.
Woke up at 6pm
then went to the basketball court.

I miss volleyball~
I miss her~
I miss my friends~

Haha..
thats all. Im going to write my scrip.
Tatatata~ OFF9

Club and Society day

2009-03-04T04:26:00.000-08:00

What can i do to be in a college team for anything. Thinking~

Today was 1 of the best experience.

Starting from early morning,
when i was late for classes. xD

Everyone was inpatient to sign up for the
Clubs and Society.
There are so many!
example:
~Badminton
~basketball :)
~football
~Table tennis
~Anime drawing club :)
~Paintball & etc club
~Dance club & drama :)
~Doge Ball club :)
~any many more!

Those with the :) smile means i join it.
>.<'' Hehes, too many to choose.
But no volleyball.
I asked the student affair about the volleyball club.
They said they had a volleyball club before.
But it DIED OFF..
WAD DA BUCK!??!
I mean WAD DA F***~!?
What u mean died off! o0o nah!

Geeezz...

but i thought of resurrecting it from the dead!
Mwuahaha...
Very soon yea! ;)

After college finish about 2.30pm.
I lepak with my friends at FTZ.
Play DOTA!
until sien
5.30pm...
Our college had a metropolitan basketball team selection.
I was 1 of the human.
They tested us like guinea pigs. = =''
Me and my friends won the 1st round, 11-3. :)
Then we had to challenge the ex school team!
TOTAL BOMBED~ OWNAGE!
The ex school team won us 11-4.

WAD DA BUCK!?

wasn't chosen.
They were fucking huge!
2 time Tak li or faris!
And 1 & the half head taller then me.
>.< im short.
But my jump was high enough to get 29/34 rebounds!
I didnt have the skill to get closer.
Therefore, i was kicked out. = =''

Sad.... :'(
bored & tired now..

Wishing i can bring the metropolitan college
back to
LIFE~!
Hope so. Thats all.
im beat..T.T
ARMS HURT & LEGS HURT.
im off...
NITEZ readers. Always take care~

Tired but improve

2009-03-03T01:57:00.002-08:00

~Random clothing~
O.O?
Improve?
Yea.. xD Improve on dancing!
Today college was bad.
A lot of works to be done! Nutz Man! Write scrip!
Doing Human communication work!
Accounts work..
&
english work.

GEEEEZZ.

NO FREEDOM AT ALL.

HAHA..

came home.
Practice with new styles.
Shuffle less.
More to other dances.
Haha...
Hope to improve in dancing for the upcoming competition at my college. xD
And my studies too.

Wish me luck! =D

I miss you~ Haha. Message me ASAP! im always waiting.

Tired but improve

2009-03-03T01:57:00.001-08:00

What's up?

2009-03-02T03:09:00.000-08:00

Now i've been into blog lately,
didn't know what to write
but some one ask me to write about my daily life.
Haha...

Today, Was boring.
1st account class,
didn't really get what i expected.
Haha..
Its okay~
im coming back for more!

Then it was economic class,
Ahh!
It was a small exam,
didn't did so well
but
i think im fine.
studying. xD

Then bla bla bla...
bored la!
2 more days to go!
cant wait for the sports activities!

And hope the senior girl will make a
VOLLEYBALL CLUB!
requesting~ Haha!
thats all. Tired.

OFF TO BED at 7.15pm.
lazy to eat dinner. Ate at Asia cafe.

Goodbye February

2009-03-01T08:27:00.000-08:00

Goodbye February..
&
hello to march!

Cant wait to go for Seri cahaya's sports day!
There must be a lot of pro runners.
Hope to see my friends!

Hmmm,
life totally change now.
Feeling okay.
Today was a nice day.

My family and i
went to my cousin house to celebrate his birthday,
He was now form 4.
We ate pizza for teatime
and
i was the hungry beast
who didn't have a proper lunch today.
hahaha,
so i ate a lot.
Nearly 1 & half box of pizza.

At night we celebrated his birthday.
Love the chocolate cake!
d-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s~!

Hahaha.
sorry didnt snap a photo of it.
Too busy eating. xD
so wishing another happy day would happen.
Im WISHING.

Didn't get to watch
Street fighter, legends of chun-li.
really wanted to watch it~! >.<
ahh..
maybe next time.
I hope i can.
thats all. Bye Bye =)

Our love ends here

2009-02-28T18:50:00.000-08:00

Today i woke up from bed,
Missing her so badly.

The pain on the arm was totally ignored,
because she was scolding me again.

I was so happy,
until she say..
"i'm not yours, u dont have to bother anymore"

Those word scattered my heart into a million pieces.
It was like a gun
shooting into my heart .

Maybe what my friend say was right.

She already have someone better,
and i should move along?

No point hurting myself,
cause she wont be bothered.

For once in my life,
i thought i found my true love,
She was my true love.
But i think it was just a puppy love.

Im sorry to my friends for leaving u.
Sorry for the friends i ignored in friendster.
Sorry for everything i have done.

She was happy.
Forever
&
its time to say goodbye.
I love you

Love lost can be so pain

2009-02-28T05:50:00.000-08:00

Cut and bleed out the love that i lost.

I always love u no matter what.

Im sorry for asking u to get out of my life.

I just wish u could be the same person i loved before.

I never wanted to hurt U.

I never wanted this to happen.

I need you so badly.

I wish u are looking at this,
cause i love you.

I think if i lose u now,
Ill lose u forever.

I feel like turning back the clock,
but come to think of it,
u will hate me more.

Its not ur fault that our love dont exist,
It was mine.

I know what u wanted,
and im sorry i couldn't grant ur wish.

Because i love u,
&
Didn't want anything to happen to u.
Because i am the cause of it.

If u hate me now,
I will move along.
Just like u said,
There is no turning back.
Regretting,
My life is a waste,
and i cant breathe without u,
its so hard to breathe.

I've regret.
Im sorry.
im sorry for what i said.
nothing in this world means to me,
more than u.
I LOVE YOU <3

Wishing you would forgive me for the sin i've done. I love you always & there is no turning back.

Life without a soul

2009-02-27T04:32:00.000-08:00

I dont know what to do now,

i love her really much
&
don't wanna let her go.

She was my precious,
&
always my precious.

She was the apple of my eye
&
The beauty of my love story.

She was everything i needed
&
The only one who understands me.

She is the soul of my life
&
also the angel of my life.
Save me~

Day by day passes,
&
i think i am dying soon.
Bleeding Love <'3

She is my sunlight,
who only shine on me,
which keep me alive.

As soon as she left,
I cant eat,
I cant sleep,
I cant study,
I cant do my work,
I cant do anything...

I keep having this dream,
that we were together again.
Somehow i just need u so badly.

I need you~
I want you~
I miss you~
I love you~
More then anything else in this world. ^ ^

GoodBye my life ends here...
I wish she knew how i felt.
She was my hope
&
Wish she understands me~

'X,...,X' died today in 27 feb 2009 <3>

Horrible day

2009-02-26T03:30:00.000-08:00

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Im good as dead now

The Way i am

2009-02-25T06:19:00.001-08:00

Yea Its me. This is just the normal me.

Whatever..
Aiyyo.. this song is for anyone.. fuck it
Just shut up and listen, aiyyo...

I sit back with this pack of Zig Zags and this bag
Of this weed it gives me the shit needed to be
The most meanest MC on this -- on this Earth
And since birth I've been cursed with this curse to just curse
And just blurt this berserk and bizarre shit that works
And it sells and it helps in itself to relieve
All this tension dispensin these sentences
Gettin this stress that's been eatin me recently off of this chest
And I rest again peacefully ..
But at least have the decency in you
To leave me alone, when you freaks see me out
In the streets when I'm eating..
Do not come and speak to me..
I don't know you and no,
I don't owe you a mo-therfuck-in thing
I'm not Mr. N'Sync, I'm not what your friends think
I'm not Mr. Friendly, I can be a prick
If you tempt me my tank is on empty..
No patience is in me and if you offend me
I'm liftin you 10 feet ..
in the air..
I don't care who is there and who saw me destroy you
Go call you a lawyer, file you a lawsuit
I'll smile in the courtroom and buy you a wardrobe
I'm tired of arguin..
I don't mean to be mean but that's all I can be is just me

And I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
In the paper, the news everyday I am
Radio won't even play my jam
Cause I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
In the paper, the news everyday I am
I don't know it's just the way I am

Sometimes I just feel like my father, I hate to be bothered
With all of this nonsense it's constant
And, "Oh, it's his lyrical content -
- the song 'Guilty Conscience' has gotten such rotten responses"
And all of this controversy circles me
And it seems like the media immediately
Points a finger at me ..
So I point one back at them, but not the index or pinkie
Or the ring or the thumb, it's the one you put up
When you don't give a fuck, when you won't just put up
With the bullshit they pull, cause they full of shit too
When a dude's gettin bullied and shoots up his school
And they blame it on Marilyn..
and the heroin
Where were the parents at? And look where it's at
Middle America, now it's a tragedy
Now it's so sad to see, an upper class city
Havin this happenin ..
Then attack Eminem cause I rap this way..
But I'm glad cause they feed me the fuel that I need for the fire
To burn and it's burnin and I have returned

I'm so sick and tired of bein admired
That I wish that I would just die or get fired
And dropped from my label and stop with the fables
I'm not gonna be able to top on "My Name is.."
And pigeon-holed into some pop-py sensation
To cop me rotation at rock n roll stations
And I just do not got the patience ..
To deal with these cocky caucasians who think
I'm some wigger who just tries to be black cause I talk
With an accent, and grab on my balls, so they always keep askin
The same fuckin questions..
What school did I go to, what hood I grew up in
The why, the who what when, the where, and the how
til I'm grabbin my hair and I'm tearin it out
Cause they drivin me crazy .. I can't take it
I'm racin, I'm pacin, I stand and I sit
And I'm thankful for every fan that I get
But I can't take a SHIT, in the bathroom
Without someone standin by it
No I won't sign your autograph
You can call me an asshole I'm glad

And I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
In the paper, the news everyday I am
Radio won't even play my jam
Cause I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
In the paper, the news everyday I am
I don't know it's just the way I am

~Thats The way i am~

Aiyoooo~

2009-02-24T07:02:00.000-08:00

Sei lo!
Tomorrow having accounts quiz!
bored. = =

Lucky i am well prepared!
haha! xD
Guess what happen today?

I meet up with 3 of my friends.
WeeLyn, Chui Ann and Alia.
O.o.
Good for them lo!
so free.. =(
unlike me. So busy studying.
No time to take driving license.

Well, Thats all for today.
Off to bed. NItezz~

Hyun Joon & Fan Bing Bing ROX~!

2009-02-23T07:02:00.001-08:00

Kung fu Hip Hop!
Dj Fan Bing Bing
Hyun joon in Kung fu hip hop
Fan Bing Bing
Hyun Joon with pepsi
Hyun Joon & Fan Bing Bing!

Hyun joon's popping is so cool yet so yeng!
Wish i could dance like him. hahas xD
need 40 years of training bahs.
HaHaHa!

Fan Bing Bing look so cool if she is a DJ.
Haha. Try to watch Kung Fu hip Hop!

Thats all for today.

Help in the Orphanage

2009-02-22T00:31:00.000-08:00

It wasn't that bad as i imagine.
We were having so much fun
just being with the little one's.
Play our games
and
their games.

But we couldn't do our out door activities.
That was the boring part.
Cause their headmaster
doesn't want them to sweat.

The reason we are doing this,
is because
for our college final exam marks!

CRAZY...

But easy marks. Hahas xD
This is for human communication!
For high distinction!

RaNd0M subject

Hiaz..
Now u can see
how busy i am.
Miss everyone~ xD

TO YOu~
I need you in my life thats why i want you badly,
I want you because i love you very much,
I love you very much that makes me miss you.
We are still together, and always be together forever.
Because u are the time of my life.

Im out. OFF9.

Today's activities

2009-02-20T05:35:00.000-08:00

The same day.
Nothing to do but dying of boredom!
Today classes started from 9.30am- 10.30am
Finish~!
Wat Da ****~?!?!
Classes was canceled..

Hahahas..
i thought of going CC.
but i didn't have a penny. =(
So i went straight back home.

Waited at home until sunset.
waiting for her to come home.
She doesn't know how much i miss her.
Everyday thinking about her.

My dear precious,
What will i do without you?
It's like living without a heart.
Because my heart will always be with you.
No matter where u are.
This is because...
I Love You.

Hahas. thats all.
OFFLINE~

College Life O.o

2009-02-19T06:29:00.000-08:00

College life unlike life in seri cahaya.
There is less work but more assignment!

Geeezz..

Wishing i could turn back the clock.
Doremon's time machine?
I've gone nuts!
Maybe becoz i miss everyone?
Maybe i miss my friends?
Maybe i miss her...

Making a lot of new friends now.
Its better then staying at home.
hahas! Most of them are bored staying at home!
right? xD

Today i had meeting with my group.
About visiting the orphanage.
We are about to entertain them and do donation!

Mwuahahaha~!

Im so kind! Joking~
This is actually for my exam marks. x)

Bored!!

Yea. The sports at college hasn't started.
It will begin on the march!
The worst thing is,
it has no VOLLEYBALL!
I want to play. T.T

Thats all.
Sign Out~

Ehhh..? Blur?

2009-02-17T23:02:00.000-08:00

I wonder how this things works...? O.o
tab.. tab.. tab.. Account deleted! o.O''

Wow~

Hahas bull shyt.
Hmmm,
my 1st time? Yea.
maybe ill write another day.
when i get use to it.
Unless she teach me! >.<
geeez..

Im out~