Sad & happy

Feeling weird today.
Today's football match was a bomb!
LOST MAN.
Guna was really professional
but we made him lost.
He could have won if we were much better.

Man...
World domination.
1st match 1-0
2nd match 2-1
3rd match 2-1
Total bombed.

But among there.
I think guna was still the best. xD

Hmmm..
College life is nice.
More freedom of doing anything you want.
'O,..,O' mwuahaha...
So many things to do!
xD currently enjoying it.
Meet this amazing person!
Yea! xD wakakaka

okay....
im tired. Nitez. ~.~

To be honest

To be honest,
I dont want her to have a guy like me.
I love her so...
But nothing is going to bring us back together again.

But i have something
from YOU,
which i will never throw away
or
give it up.
Its my secret.
my precious forever.

Today,
was the happiest moment!
Done with my speech! xD
turns out,
it was great! heehhee xD
cant wait for tomorrow!
GREAT DAY!
Tmr is the match! wish me luck!

U just got Fooled FOOL!

Judging by my title
it doesnt sound too good yah?
Well,
My life has been cheated from
a cute little angel girl.

To be honest,
she was my everything.
I appreciate her the most.
I would give up anything for her if she love me.

I thought she was the most precious person
on this earth.
But i was wrong.
I was fooled.
She didnt care
after we didnt see.

Man..
i was stupid.
I know i didnt make the wrong step.
By something changed her.
And
she changed.

My life is totally screwed up!
= = man...
Im gonna die.
Well,
im not gonna be fooled by your angelic eyes no more.
Ill move on,
whether u like it or not.

I dont think love exist between us.
And now,
im just a FOOL.
She didnt even drop a message.
When she has the chance,
She try not to reply or find excuse.
There was never US.

Okay.
I dont want to act like a childish geek.
Well, Now u know how i feel.
Ill move along.
Thanks for your time.
Your love is just a LIE.
Or u are trying to ignore me.
bcoz u are telling me to get a LIFE!
Or stop being a jerk.
O.O
wakakaka...sure.
Ill find my life and stop pulling my pants too high.
Like SOZAI. xD

MOVE ALONG!
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your...
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along..

But i dont need you again.
i LIVE my LIFE! =]

Cant sleep

Sleepless night..
Still thinking about u.
Did i regret doing this for life?
Did i make a wrong move.

Before we couple,
we agree to ourselves.
To take care & love each other.
But i failed.

Just thinking about it.
Everyday your face will only reminds me.
Its like i spent my whole life with you.
There is so many things
i always wanted to tell you.

But u were too busy.
Love doesnt comes easy.
U have to lose something to gain someone.
I love you Ryn~

This have been troubling this whole night.
If i let you go now,
ill never gonna get some else
as SPECIAL
as YOU
to Me...

You are always my heart
and
i should keep you close to me
always & Forever. ILY ryn~ mwuacks

Today!

Today is the day!
To save the earth!
So everyone!
TURN OFF YOUR DARN DAMN LIGHTS!!@#$%^&*)(
8.30-9.-30!
Even your car lights!!
So at least we save more! xD
joking! NOT YOUR CAR LIGHTS! MORE ACCIDENT!

okay...
today went to school
&
play VOLLEYBALL
& BASKETBALL.

After that was report card day.
Wakaka...
every human was scared.
Just look at their faces.
OH well,
i saw her today.
Well, she look quite happy.
hmmm..

Ate lunch.
going out with friends now.
So i just give a short post.
Thats all. Chowz.

How do you sleep

~What i would sing for YOU~

It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep.

I tried my best at moving on have yet to find a girl like you
I see things that I didn't before and I'm wishing I had more time with you,
How do you stay awake knowing all I do is think of you
All the things we thought about that never will happen again if I could just see you

If I had my way I'll come and get you girl
In your favorite car with the missing top
man around my way where we used to park
and did all those things to steal your heart

(Chorus 2x)
It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep.

Baby all that I hear from my friends again and again and again (they come and ask about you) (they say) we saw your girl at the game and damn we gotta say a big mistake by you.
Not only does your body bang but I miss the conversation too
Tell me that you couldn't sleep can't think can't eat till I come see you

If I had my way I'll come and get you girl
In your favorite car with the missing top
man around my way where we used to park
and did all those things to steal your heart

It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep

It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep

It was crazy!

Crazy man.
Today the craziest thing happen!
i was like..
WTF?! O.o?

Okay.
Dont know.
Dont care.
Today college was cool! xD
many things happen but
turns out to be good.
Result was the part
that spoils the day!

MicroEconomics and Human communication.
Damn a lot of things to remember!
>.<
Hiaz...
But look at the bright side. =)
im looking.
Thats all.
Going to do my journal.
Im off~ No Picture. sorry.

Back Those Days

Back in those days..
You dont have to do assignments and much work.
You dont have to complete your work
becoz,
your friend in school
will borrow you his/ her work to copy!
xD

Unlike now.
Suffering and regretting like hell!
Works were like mountain!
and
There is no time for u to copy!

Geezzz...
How i remember the back old days.
We were so young,
and playful.

Everyone was having so much fun the the trip.
It was the most awesome time
we had for our whole life!
Now...

Hiaz....
Live your life.
Move along.
Until you find the one time perfect for u.
As time passes by,
She also began to change.
UNlike before.

I miss the old times~

Tidus Blog

Hey,

A few of u all notice my blog wasn't updating.
This is because im really busy this days.
Exam is coming soon.
So sorry i cant write the time of my life.
But ill keep it update after my exam.
I PROWMISEEE!

Back again.
Now im gonna drop a short one.
cause i got to go study. xD
wakakaka..
im becoming a nerd.
But i have to.
If i want to pass my exam to forward with my studies.

Okay.
This days i really miss her.
Miss her very much.
I want her to know that she is the apple of my eye.
And im not gonna lose her that easily.

Love is complicated.
You have to lose something
to gain LOVE.

Glad she had fun in redang.
haha..
i miss her badly that time! >.<>

So sorry..

Hebe~ <3>

So sorry for not keeping update.
This days i am getting so busy.
Exam is coming soon
&
i am not sure if i am prepared. >.<>BLACKOUT~



Its was crazy!
i didnt know what i was doing.
i woke up about 10pm.
feeling the pain on my head.
and
tummy. xD hungry~

went down ate some food.
but dinner was gone.
i ate noodles.
POOr me... T.T

okay..
now is late.
i dont know what to do.
She is having a great holiday trip
while im stuck here
letting my parents nag me everyday.

Hiaz..
now i wish i was on holiday.
I wish i could be with her in tioman again.
It was the best.
but could never happen again.
Life is unfair....

Hopefully i get what i want. I want my license. I want my freedom.I want good result. I want to be with you again* I wished~

Bored

Bored..

Today she is gone.
And i am gonna be alone here.
Guess im darn bored.

OKay la...
im going to do my work now..
So disappointed..
She left me long.
Bye.

RanD0m TiTl3~

My little cousin~
Isnt he cute?!
Wakaka...
He is doing skills which no guys or girls can do.

1st i challenge him to copy what i do.
He manage to do 7/10 of my skills.
But when it comes to his skills.
= =''
ownage.
I only can do 3/10.
He is so crazy..
He is a fighting cock or a pro breakdancer?
haha...
i lost to my little cousin!

Cause they are small and flexible.
okay..
i admit i've lost! xD
He is cute huh? =D

TOday college...
hmm.
start class at 8am.
Finish about 12pm.
Came home with a snack & lunch.

Settle with my books.
Throwing the good memories of my Form5 books.
=( i mean keeping for my bro.
Hiaz...
Wish i could turn back the clock.
Time passes so quickly.
Then im done.
Im off to bed now. Tired~
Backache. x_X KO!

I want to watch dragon ball or street fighters with you.
My drug addict with your DOMOKUN in my minicooper.
erm.. Hope she didnt lie to me about last night. xD paiseh~

College~

This are the things we done in college.
College was totally boring!
Guys have to suck another guys breast milk!
taking pictures of them!
really bored that time!
cause those people were horny.
wakaka xD
Joking~ Joking~

But we have nothing to do.
Was really bored!
We got sejarah!?#$%^&*O
= = my "favorite" subject!
GEEEZZZZ

no escape from that!
students dating! xD
hahas...bored to nutz..
took a picture of our lecturer
MR ANDREWS!

WOOOT~!
bored to death! xD
wakaka...
but currently studying.
PRO-LEHS!

hmm...
thats all for today.
Really no life man.
But college is fun!
more freedom!


Waiting for my license.
Yea.
hiaz.. damn sad.
Hope to get it soon.
Cant wait for my SPM. =(
gonna die soon or too happy.. x(

Tidus in da house~

Fun!

Today morning went for a hair cut.
after morning,
we went for breakfast
at some random place. =)

then we went for shopping!
mwuahaha..
shopped alot &
ate alot!
awesome food and things!

Brought new things
&
had a lot of fun!
okay okay...
thats not all.

After that,
we went to 1utama!
shopping again. xD
crazy man...

then eat
&
shop until fat fat.
wooohooo~!
ate pasta! xD

at the night,
we went to bandar utama center point.
ate roti canai & ice kacang!
TOOK A LOT OF NICE PHOTO for the whole trip.

But lazy to unload.
want to see?
ask me! xD
hahaha...
hope to enjoy times like this.

btw i missed her. But i dont think i can be with her.
just want to let you know that i care~
& its not easy to get the one you love the most.
especially,
YOU. Remember this =)
i always love you.

Scary~

Crazy~

It was a fucking scary day!
Yesterday,
we had a party at Keat yu's house.
It was the best party!
Me, alex eng, jiin jiunn, jiajun, yau hau, keat yu, tak li & yung wei.

We were trying to start the fire for nearly 2 hours!
And finally..
tada~
Done!
We cooked all the food we wanted.
YUMMY~
Ate and drink beer!

Drank too much until pee every 30min
haha xD
we chit chat the whole time!
tak li went home about 11pm.

so we continue until 1.30am.
Its time for yung wei to go home.
His dad told him that he will pick him up at the petrol station.
So me and alex went to send him to the petrol station.

after dropping him,
alex wanted to drive the car back to ky's house.
We were at a round about
then we saw i police car.
O.O we were like
WAD DA FUCK!?

they caught us.
WTF?!?
then.........bla bla bla..
cant tell~ (want to know? ask me personally)

And finally we were released.
Thank god.
We use skill. (want to know? ask me personally)
xD i took over the car
& quickly drive home.

weee~ Safe!
Thank goodness
i dont have to go to jail. = =
It was fucking scary
but also experience.
Okayyy...

Today..
sports day was nice.
I manage to see her again. :)
so im glad.
YELLOW HOUSE
always win.

thats all for today.
IM off~

Blogging

i miss the good times



I know i've been blogging nearly everyday.
Some one kept bugging me to tell about my life.
So im doing it.

But im doing this is also
to let her know how im doing.
I know things change.
But,
I still love her.
Always keeping her update.

Today college was great!
Best subject! Accounts!
I sound nerdy now.
= =
Cause i like counting la
DAMMIT = = o0o

Okay. chill~
Today classes was from 8am~9.30am
and guess what?!?
COLLEGE DAY OVER!
WAKAKAKAKA~ xD
eat a MCD breakfast.
then meeting.

After that i went to eat my lunch.
Nice soup noodle.
I also dreaming SHE was here.
i could take her anywhere!

then went home.
&
sleep for nearly whole day.
Woke up at 6pm
then went to the basketball court.

I miss volleyball~
I miss her~
I miss my friends~

Haha..
thats all. Im going to write my scrip.
Tatatata~ OFF9

Club and Society day

What can i do to be in a college team for anything. Thinking~

Today was 1 of the best experience.

Starting from early morning,
when i was late for classes. xD

Everyone was inpatient to sign up for the
Clubs and Society.
There are so many!
example:
~Badminton
~basketball :)
~football
~Table tennis
~Anime drawing club :)
~Paintball & etc club
~Dance club & drama :)
~Doge Ball club :)
~any many more!

Those with the :) smile means i join it.
>.<'' Hehes, too many to choose.
But no volleyball.
I asked the student affair about the volleyball club.
They said they had a volleyball club before.
But it DIED OFF..
WAD DA BUCK!??!
I mean WAD DA F***~!?
What u mean died off! o0o nah!

Geeezz...

but i thought of resurrecting it from the dead!
Mwuahaha...
Very soon yea! ;)

After college finish about 2.30pm.
I lepak with my friends at FTZ.
Play DOTA!
until sien
5.30pm...
Our college had a metropolitan basketball team selection.
I was 1 of the human.
They tested us like guinea pigs. = =''
Me and my friends won the 1st round, 11-3. :)
Then we had to challenge the ex school team!
TOTAL BOMBED~ OWNAGE!
The ex school team won us 11-4.

WAD DA BUCK!?

wasn't chosen.
They were fucking huge!
2 time Tak li or faris!
And 1 & the half head taller then me.
>.< im short.
But my jump was high enough to get 29/34 rebounds!
I didnt have the skill to get closer.
Therefore, i was kicked out. = =''

Sad.... :'(
bored & tired now..

Wishing i can bring the metropolitan college
back to
LIFE~!
Hope so. Thats all.
im beat..T.T
ARMS HURT & LEGS HURT.
im off...
NITEZ readers. Always take care~

Tired but improve

~Random clothing~
O.O?
Improve?
Yea.. xD Improve on dancing!
Today college was bad.
A lot of works to be done! Nutz Man! Write scrip!
Doing Human communication work!
Accounts work..
&
english work.

GEEEEZZ.

NO FREEDOM AT ALL.

HAHA..

came home.
Practice with new styles.
Shuffle less.
More to other dances.
Haha...
Hope to improve in dancing for the upcoming competition at my college. xD
And my studies too.


Wish me luck! =D



I miss you~ Haha. Message me ASAP! im always waiting.

Tired but improve

What's up?

Now i've been into blog lately,
didn't know what to write
but some one ask me to write about my daily life.
Haha...

Today, Was boring.
1st account class,
didn't really get what i expected.
Haha..
Its okay~
im coming back for more!

Then it was economic class,
Ahh!
It was a small exam,
didn't did so well
but
i think im fine.
studying. xD

Then bla bla bla...
bored la!
2 more days to go!
cant wait for the sports activities!

And hope the senior girl will make a
VOLLEYBALL CLUB!
requesting~ Haha!
thats all. Tired.

OFF TO BED at 7.15pm.
lazy to eat dinner. Ate at Asia cafe.

Goodbye February

Goodbye February..
&
hello to march!

Cant wait to go for Seri cahaya's sports day!
There must be a lot of pro runners.
Hope to see my friends!

Hmmm,
life totally change now.
Feeling okay.
Today was a nice day.

My family and i
went to my cousin house to celebrate his birthday,
He was now form 4.
We ate pizza for teatime
and
i was the hungry beast
who didn't have a proper lunch today.
hahaha,
so i ate a lot.
Nearly 1 & half box of pizza.

At night we celebrated his birthday.
Love the chocolate cake!
d-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s~!

Hahaha.
sorry didnt snap a photo of it.
Too busy eating. xD
so wishing another happy day would happen.
Im WISHING.

Didn't get to watch
Street fighter, legends of chun-li.
really wanted to watch it~! >.<
ahh..
maybe next time.
I hope i can.
thats all. Bye Bye =)